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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Training Dead

Wow, todays training was crap... Lol even before i came to the pool i knew i would probably be totally unfit haha, cos so long never swim, but not this slow! Eek i was almost dying already for the warm up -.- then 10*150 i swam what, 1.55 to 2.00 argh... whatever then my brother was going second group and he was going 1.53s haha. Hmph i was supposed to be in the second group too acty then emily so tired i think she was acty slower then 2.10 or something haha. Anyway so i went first group... and got last each time... Almost heh acty orion got last more than me and ms when he swam fly lol but im sure if i wasnt so stiff i might be able to beat rachel and addy. Definitely! Argh it was so malu, especially since i frequently race with them, they were second group with my bro and they were doing like 1.54s to 2.00s hmph they trashed me... Lol whatever. Haha anyway pushed them into the pool at the end of training xP

So then i guess school is erm... fine haha except for the fact that i forgot how sick myy friends are... Well lim yi sheng tried to grope me today ok... I kicked him aha good for him. Ah well but go back to school immediately got all the hw and projects and stuff already. Then swimming stuff. I like the shirts! Yay haha especially when my name will be embroided on it ;) Whee and so sad lah, my speedo trunks wont be coming until october? -.- i noe its uber dumb lah then i ask my mother whether i should buy the arena trunks the teachers brought cos the speedo trunks were so late, they might not even come lor... Lol then she said no lah, then when im on the train she said yes can -.-" Erk anyway so no new trunks for me this school nationals ;<>

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Dumber and Dumberer

I think im getting dumber. Not trying to sound arrogant or stuck up but i think its really happened. Why did this happen? It's a nightmare...

First Sign: GPA 3.47 - that's really bad i wouldnt normally have such a sucky GPA...
Second Sign: Maths GPA 2.8 - haha maths is one subject i really believe depends a lot on ur intelligence and well i've always gotten band 1s, A*s, last year GPA 4 for it. Its a really bad and depressing sign this year...
Third Sign: Chinese Tuition no more ting1 xie3 100% All the times before i could easily memorise and understand one chapter in under 5 min and get all correct. Lol today i studied for 15 min 2 chapters and got 25% wrong... Perhaps i was dreaming today but wads happening??

Oh no this is a nightmare. All my life i've been depending on my good memory and well, intelligence to get me through. It was always satisfying to see my friends study for one week before the exams and getting the same marks as them or higher when i studied one day before the exam only. Ah well maybe this is to punish me for taking it for granted... But its harsh. How could this happen, did i kill my brain cells? Is it a psychological problem? Why? I cant stand this, i feel so helpless...

Am i stupid?

... ...

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

Testify to Live

Avalon - Testify To Love

All the colors of the rainbow
All the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify

(Chorus:)
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the hope in every heart will speak what love has
done

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Gala Came

Gala was fun! Haha Han is sooo fair now, me and den were like poking fun about him not having anymore abs anymore xP Haha hes still the same as ever though, but he says he wont swim anymore! Han u chicken, dont worry, we really wont laugh. Haha woot but its kinda sad i didnt get any nice doorgifts or prizes... Yen got the talking trash bear! and a tamagotchi, and Yang got a nice bag! Aww and i got a pasa malam 5$ brandless watch... I opened it later in the car and i saw the mystery slip gift of paper -.- Oops but i guess i should be grateful for even getting anything after all haha... So toot, both my brothers get best performer awards and all that, i get nothing -.-" Waa sniff sniff so sad... Haha but anyways man sheng is soo funny i liked his catwalk hehe >.< But i think cheryl is the only one in her group who can really dance naturally. And i didnt get to really observe samm's dance ;< Waa cos i was taking video for them haha... Well i got embarrased by a super enthu kid half my height but it was still fun. Though this year was not as fun as like the year before last's?

Gala was still fun xP

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Friday, June 17, 2005

Empty Feeling

Ho hum... Went to sports school today to train in the morning... Went in mayumi's car with my bro and rachel :P Her dad's so nice... So anyway pool was cold... Nothing much to say but it looks quite fun to swim there hai yo... Fun yeah... Oh and i saw tammie's crush there haha Cos hes mum and my mum were talking and so hes mum ask him to tell my bro about sports school, then when he walk over and talk to my bro ben was liking telling me that he liked his hair -.- ah well it really was quite nice so anyway haha tammie still denies, say hes a flirt! Hmph denial, dont worry tammie i never tell them who it is xP haha but i didnt noe sports school had such a big squad... Hmmm yang says he doesnt want to go there, says the school sucks, personally i disagree but...

Han will be here for gala tomorrow hum, should be happy...

Not doing anything~ Lalala
Unsure what im feeling now... Feel the homework....

Life sucks...

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Monkey

I got the monkey today :) haha but it was fun. It was the first time i swam free again for main set in many months? Or maybe just three months, but it counts :P Haha perhaps i swam nicely today because i had motivation yes! Aha firstly i hadnt swum free in a long time so was a nice feeling to do it for main set again, then next there was finally someone to pace! Haha yes, criteria for pacing - Person must be faster or as fast as u, he/she must not be slacker, must have motivation to beat the person. Yes haha su jian was the right kind. But maybe it wasnt me pace her... Okay it was both of us push each other on >.<>

Feel like hell... Too much hw and re sucks!!!! To hell with the freaking projects... Argh sheesh...

Gala coming :> Smiling and waiting lalala ;)

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

Blog

Argh, ben ho is asking me to help him do his blog and seriously i have a nice anime (he requested anime) blogskin already but i have trouble trying to fit the darn tagboard into that tiny space!! Argh, im soo pissed, never mind i can do this slowly cos his blog looks dead anyway...

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Friday, June 10, 2005

One Way

One way

I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one i need
I turn to you and you are always there

In troubled times its you i seek
I put you first thats all i need
I humble all i am,
All to you

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You wil never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

You are the way the truth and the life
We live by faith and not by sight ... for you
We're living all for you

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Local

Do i sound local? Do i look local? Im wondering cos i've had many people telling me already that i do not sound local. People from school, my cell group leader, people from the lift?? Oh no... Things must be really bad... And a woman i met in the lift once asked me before if i was vietnamese >.<. Damn, honestly if i had to be foreign i'd want to be something nice like russian or hawaiian, mmmm... Yeah i wouldnt mind, or something exotic like greek! But what i do not want is vietnamese... Hello, i know i sound like racially biased but i cannot help it, please not something like malayasian, Laos or vietnamese... Oh no i sound really discriminatory now, sorry i shall stop. But what do you think i sound like?

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Languages

Hehe, i think it's kind of a pity i quit Jap. Now i miss it, word of warning 3rd Langers, dont quit! Haha it's lie now im reduced to struggling to try and manage some pitiful few kanji and i have totally lost my fluency with the ever so simple Hiragana and Katakana... Sniff sniff, but i was actually wondering at the start whether i should choose french or jap. Then my mother was going like take jap, jap is better, so i chose jap. Haha then i lost interest halfway, maybe i wouldnt have if i had taken french. But i guess it's my fault... Cos in the first term i was doing wonderfully well for jap, easily managing a 3.6 :) above average in the class. Then so dumb, second term i totally lost interest, never listen to teacher during class, nearing the end also never do homework ><. Haai yah so then i quit lor, no other option... But i think that it was very sad, hmm if i had studied harder i could have used it to pull up my GPA haha, that's what my friends do. Sigh but anyway, self pity is just so attractive ;> yes but i should stop. Haha just in case any of u were wondering, i was using a translator for my french messages :P hehe, my german class friends introduced me to it last year, they used it to change german into english haha, shh...

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Monday, June 06, 2005

New Blog

Haha my new blog :) Got to sleep soon so better make this quick. Hehe got a lot to say but probably to lazy to say it. The URL actually means wonderful me, haha lame i noe but i think it's special in french...

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