COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER
Monday, June 26, 2006
it does not help
hoho im becoming quite the rebel.
But anyway. Last night i cried in my sleep! Like cried and cried and cried. Cos i remember last night i had manymany dreams cos i rmb i kept waking up because i cried. Then i go back to sleep again and i woke up crying. Lol how stupid. Haha but i cant rmb what i cried about, except for the last thing. But i wont say x) It's quite bad.
School tmr! May everything go well. Aiya.
I dont feel like being captain anymore.
But anyway. Last night i cried in my sleep! Like cried and cried and cried. Cos i remember last night i had manymany dreams cos i rmb i kept waking up because i cried. Then i go back to sleep again and i woke up crying. Lol how stupid. Haha but i cant rmb what i cried about, except for the last thing. But i wont say x) It's quite bad.
School tmr! May everything go well. Aiya.
I dont feel like being captain anymore.
monday. and im dead
Im pissed. Today i went training late. Cos i was finishing my History of English essay, and honestly who wants to do a long long essay with lots and lots of research (bloody lit review!) and suddenly stop when you're right at the very end. You want to finish it right -.-
Gahh so i went late. And oh yes fitness studio was such a nightclub with so many little kids and with a joke of a circuit. Ahem "latecomers go out and run 10 laps around the pool"
Firstly i came late because of homework.
Secondly, im sacrificing my precious last-minute-do-homework time for swimming.
Thirdly, i have better and more important (like homework) things to do than waste my time walking round the pool.
So i just left.
By the way, that's a pathetic attempt at circuit. I think you better stop it.
Studies are more important than swimming. But i love swimming more. Too bad.
Gahh so i went late. And oh yes fitness studio was such a nightclub with so many little kids and with a joke of a circuit. Ahem "latecomers go out and run 10 laps around the pool"
Firstly i came late because of homework.
Secondly, im sacrificing my precious last-minute-do-homework time for swimming.
Thirdly, i have better and more important (like homework) things to do than waste my time walking round the pool.
So i just left.
By the way, that's a pathetic attempt at circuit. I think you better stop it.
Studies are more important than swimming. But i love swimming more. Too bad.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
sunday. again. and nothing done.
FOR MY TESTIMONIAL.
Evil big fat tammie makes me post (: Again. Wait wrong face ): But then i just got friendster today! YAY. And yay again cos i got 4 testimonials already! x) And all i never ask people to do haha (annoyingly those i ask they never do yet hmph). But i shall have to give them testimonials too.
And yes yes yes i still have only done math. I still have HOE Portfolio 2chinesecompres ydtk physics. I HOPE THAT'S IT. I know im screwed. But isnt it always like this for every holiday? It was turn out alright la. Trust me. I can always act cute :)
Hehehe and off to play with friendster again! (yes and somehow i will still get that GPA 3.79! if i have to kill someone)
Evil big fat tammie makes me post (: Again. Wait wrong face ): But then i just got friendster today! YAY. And yay again cos i got 4 testimonials already! x) And all i never ask people to do haha (annoyingly those i ask they never do yet hmph). But i shall have to give them testimonials too.
And yes yes yes i still have only done math. I still have HOE Portfolio 2chinesecompres ydtk physics. I HOPE THAT'S IT. I know im screwed. But isnt it always like this for every holiday? It was turn out alright la. Trust me. I can always act cute :)
Hehehe and off to play with friendster again! (yes and somehow i will still get that GPA 3.79! if i have to kill someone)
sunday
| Your Observation Skills Get A B- |
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How Observant Are You?
yay!
Samm's party was so fun okay. Haha and the follow up during medicine ball this morning was equally scandalous! Whee.
| You Will Die at Age 70 |
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What Age Will You Die?
oh no =(
Friday, June 23, 2006
Friday (OMG SCHOOL'S COMING YOU FUCKER)
Ahem. Time to start homework! OH NO but i still dont feel like. Goody goody i'd love to see how this turns out. I want to do so many things before the holidays end but sadly there's no time ): Now i wish i had done all my work in the first week xD That'll be damn cool.
And gah this morning's training was so dreary and boring. Haha i would have gone home like after half an hour if auntie t had not been there too. Lol we were both dying of boredom. Like no one except auntie t and 4 other no names (ya la i know their names lar but you know, i mean like people i dont know as in KNOW) to swim with. And auntie t is like halfway retired already. So yay i spent the morning floating up and down the pool (for the last half hour this was LITERALLY) lol. Haha i should stop going 7.30 morning trainings. I always end up slacking.
And for the last set of 10*150 i used snorkel and pull buoy (to float better) and went to work on my stroke/slack/float around in the short course lane. Auntie t was being a slacker too, kicking on her board. Lawl haha i think we did like 50m for every 100m the other people did. SO BORING.
I can't stand boring sets. When training gets boring i naturally begin to go slow.
3 things i cannot have in training:
1. BORING SET
2. Actually boring set okay if i have people to swim with. And not fellow slow people/slackers mind you. I must have faster-than-me people to swim with if not no motivation xD
3. Fellow big people to go!
= i cannot have boring training if not i have slack training. But then 5.30 training is so hard to go to ): I always wake up at 5, eat my breakfast then end up going back to sleep cause im too lazy. Then i wake up at 6.45 and go for 7.30 training instead. Quite retarded hor xP
But after one whole morning of slacking i still feel so tired now =/ And i want to go shopping gahhh. Han's back! YAY.
And why isnt _____ going training!
And gah this morning's training was so dreary and boring. Haha i would have gone home like after half an hour if auntie t had not been there too. Lol we were both dying of boredom. Like no one except auntie t and 4 other no names (ya la i know their names lar but you know, i mean like people i dont know as in KNOW) to swim with. And auntie t is like halfway retired already. So yay i spent the morning floating up and down the pool (for the last half hour this was LITERALLY) lol. Haha i should stop going 7.30 morning trainings. I always end up slacking.
And for the last set of 10*150 i used snorkel and pull buoy (to float better) and went to work on my stroke/slack/float around in the short course lane. Auntie t was being a slacker too, kicking on her board. Lawl haha i think we did like 50m for every 100m the other people did. SO BORING.
I can't stand boring sets. When training gets boring i naturally begin to go slow.
3 things i cannot have in training:
1. BORING SET
2. Actually boring set okay if i have people to swim with. And not fellow slow people/slackers mind you. I must have faster-than-me people to swim with if not no motivation xD
3. Fellow big people to go!
= i cannot have boring training if not i have slack training. But then 5.30 training is so hard to go to ): I always wake up at 5, eat my breakfast then end up going back to sleep cause im too lazy. Then i wake up at 6.45 and go for 7.30 training instead. Quite retarded hor xP
But after one whole morning of slacking i still feel so tired now =/ And i want to go shopping gahhh. Han's back! YAY.
And why isnt _____ going training!
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Thursday
Wah lau i feel damn sad ): Everyone is so fast okay. Go national open zoom here zoom there. Left me slowpoke at home ): Aiya even if go also get last. Damn depressing lar. Whole day swim here swim there. And nothing comes out of it. Then everyone i swim with get medals here and there and break records everywhere. YOU ALL AH MAKE ME FEEL SO BAD. But then i guess it's my fault i swim so slow. SLOWPOKE >.<
And you know i seriously think swimming with us wouldnt do the ADVANCE kids any good. Firstly, overcrowding. Wah lau swim damn squashed leh. Somemore sometimes swim things like today's heartrate. They can't even keep up lar -.- no time to rest for some of them, they just keep swimming like aerobic set like that. And when they split everyone across each lane for some main sets, it's very annoying to swim with the small kids. Especially since they're so SLOW COMPARED TO US, and we KEEP OVERTAKING THEM. AGAIN AND AGAIN. And they dont even give way when we overtake them.
Therefore swimming with them is seriously detrimental to our improvement as ELITE swimmers. WE need the elite environment that every other club has, we need to have better sets which we cant have as we need to accomodate the small kids. We cant have the team building we used to have (like games on new year's eve) because now the team is too huge. We cant have circuit which we used to have because of the little kids with us now the team's too huge. I WANT YOU SELFISH PEOPLE TO SEE THIS. I want you to know that our elite team's team spirit and improvement are seriously being hindered because of this "competitive squad" merging.
Secondly, it doesnt do the ADVANCE kids any good as well. Cos honestly, any coach can carry out any set. And make the swimmers do ANY set. Jaan gives the other coaches sets to do right. Well any coach can give that set. What jaan does is to make improvements to our swimming by reiterating the drills and all and making sure of our breathing patterns. HELLO LOOK HERE. HERE HERE HERE. Today's training we were supposed to breate 3 5 7 9. Yes and oops only the ELITE people did it? Yes sadly the small kids as usual just breathed on every stroke. Well cause for such young swimmers, stroke and all these arent very important yet arent they? I was their age once hello. And i think we all feel very annoyed especially for drills cause when we are supposed to be focusing on something and doing our drills properly, the small kids just anyhow do their drills and do not help their stroke. They just do it as fast as they can without doing what they are supposed to do.
Being with jaan doesnt help them see? It does not benefit them cause at such a young age, they are not so serious yet or see the importance of doing drills properly and following breathing pattern all that. I know cause i was young once and i was only concerned with going fast xP And it does not help them to do breathing patterns meant for elite older swimmers too. They just are not at that level yet and in the end, jaan only ends up focusing on the bigger kids and the small kids only just tag along.
Advance should not have merged with elite cause it does both squads no good and has a detrimental effect on the elite squad. Perhaps it did for better moving up in between squads? But hello we could always have the old criteria back and try to improve on it again.
And you know i seriously think swimming with us wouldnt do the ADVANCE kids any good. Firstly, overcrowding. Wah lau swim damn squashed leh. Somemore sometimes swim things like today's heartrate. They can't even keep up lar -.- no time to rest for some of them, they just keep swimming like aerobic set like that. And when they split everyone across each lane for some main sets, it's very annoying to swim with the small kids. Especially since they're so SLOW COMPARED TO US, and we KEEP OVERTAKING THEM. AGAIN AND AGAIN. And they dont even give way when we overtake them.
Therefore swimming with them is seriously detrimental to our improvement as ELITE swimmers. WE need the elite environment that every other club has, we need to have better sets which we cant have as we need to accomodate the small kids. We cant have the team building we used to have (like games on new year's eve) because now the team is too huge. We cant have circuit which we used to have because of the little kids with us now the team's too huge. I WANT YOU SELFISH PEOPLE TO SEE THIS. I want you to know that our elite team's team spirit and improvement are seriously being hindered because of this "competitive squad" merging.
Secondly, it doesnt do the ADVANCE kids any good as well. Cos honestly, any coach can carry out any set. And make the swimmers do ANY set. Jaan gives the other coaches sets to do right. Well any coach can give that set. What jaan does is to make improvements to our swimming by reiterating the drills and all and making sure of our breathing patterns. HELLO LOOK HERE. HERE HERE HERE. Today's training we were supposed to breate 3 5 7 9. Yes and oops only the ELITE people did it? Yes sadly the small kids as usual just breathed on every stroke. Well cause for such young swimmers, stroke and all these arent very important yet arent they? I was their age once hello. And i think we all feel very annoyed especially for drills cause when we are supposed to be focusing on something and doing our drills properly, the small kids just anyhow do their drills and do not help their stroke. They just do it as fast as they can without doing what they are supposed to do.
Being with jaan doesnt help them see? It does not benefit them cause at such a young age, they are not so serious yet or see the importance of doing drills properly and following breathing pattern all that. I know cause i was young once and i was only concerned with going fast xP And it does not help them to do breathing patterns meant for elite older swimmers too. They just are not at that level yet and in the end, jaan only ends up focusing on the bigger kids and the small kids only just tag along.
Advance should not have merged with elite cause it does both squads no good and has a detrimental effect on the elite squad. Perhaps it did for better moving up in between squads? But hello we could always have the old criteria back and try to improve on it again.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
wednesday
School starting soon ): And liu jiao lian's leaving tmr. Argh he's our oldest coach left besides uncle chng? Then we'll only have uncle chng left from the old generation of coaches. All the old generation slowly going. Wah lau it's damn sad la. And i feel so bad for all the old people. I dont know if they feel sad, but it's like they've been in this club for dont know how long and swim here since long before we started. And they were winning and all that and now they're nowhere and going. Auntie t and den are going to train like only 1 month more? Then leave. Forever. And i think samuel won't stay too much longer too. It's really damn sad.
I dont want to grow old and have to leave. I want to stay here forever =) But even we are going soon arent we. The small kids are coming up -.- Perhaps that's something of why i dont like them. I dont say it, but actually im quite old already hor =( I want to go back to when i was p4. I want to swim with all my old friends again and not care about anything. I didnt even like care about competitions lor. FUN.
I really dont want the old people to leave. leave and leave and then i'd be the oldest and it would be my turn to leave. 11 years wasted.
I heard liu jiao lian's farewell party tonight. And i heard from my youngest brother =/ Are the older people invited? Haha or only young kids. But i find it so sad that all the people who trained under him are like retired and gone liao. Like most of the old swimmers. They wont be going to his farewell party ):
1500 and 400 in two weeks time! Straight finals gahh i hate straight finals. And i cant wait to swim club night x)
I dont want to grow old and have to leave. I want to stay here forever =) But even we are going soon arent we. The small kids are coming up -.- Perhaps that's something of why i dont like them. I dont say it, but actually im quite old already hor =( I want to go back to when i was p4. I want to swim with all my old friends again and not care about anything. I didnt even like care about competitions lor. FUN.
I really dont want the old people to leave. leave and leave and then i'd be the oldest and it would be my turn to leave. 11 years wasted.
I heard liu jiao lian's farewell party tonight. And i heard from my youngest brother =/ Are the older people invited? Haha or only young kids. But i find it so sad that all the people who trained under him are like retired and gone liao. Like most of the old swimmers. They wont be going to his farewell party ):
1500 and 400 in two weeks time! Straight finals gahh i hate straight finals. And i cant wait to swim club night x)
Monday, June 19, 2006
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Yay i changed my skin. And i just realised that there is no more title. But then i dont know how to get it back so who cares. And national open first day today! Now i wish i signed up lor. Aiya whole day now do boring set while they all do fun sets damn sian leh =( And i do boring sets with the oldies! xD and small kids -.- not fun. Dont wanna do school nats too ): 1500 and 400 come on! Must start training seriously.
The farewell party on saturday. Was erm okay i guess. Though i was in a very big rush and kinda forgot most of the games stuff like the old clothes and the coins i don't think they really mattered. Cause the people were so uncooperative -.- I think the only thing they really liked was the water bombs. But they were quite fun lar. Haha esp since we didnt have a tap so had to fill using the toy pump and the water from the ice bucket. Cool. And i hit shiyang!
But i like the talking. Yup and my cake came quite early so it was sweating by the time we cut it =/ But it was nice. And some of the red things dropped off the card! Grrr. Like a lot of people didnt come so ahgong and i were going through the register numbers and writing for the people who didnt come. CEC! East Coast was so crowded we had to walk quite a bit to find an empty pavilion. And the ice bucket was super heavy lol. But there was so much left over food x_x
I have been slacking loads at training lar. Gahh but then i've decided to heck care about proper breaststroke and just go chiong my grandma breaststroke. Can right x) Cant be bothered liao.
Less than one week to school! And shit i havent started homework heh. Good luck to us.
and look!
My Personal Dna Report
The farewell party on saturday. Was erm okay i guess. Though i was in a very big rush and kinda forgot most of the games stuff like the old clothes and the coins i don't think they really mattered. Cause the people were so uncooperative -.- I think the only thing they really liked was the water bombs. But they were quite fun lar. Haha esp since we didnt have a tap so had to fill using the toy pump and the water from the ice bucket. Cool. And i hit shiyang!
But i like the talking. Yup and my cake came quite early so it was sweating by the time we cut it =/ But it was nice. And some of the red things dropped off the card! Grrr. Like a lot of people didnt come so ahgong and i were going through the register numbers and writing for the people who didnt come. CEC! East Coast was so crowded we had to walk quite a bit to find an empty pavilion. And the ice bucket was super heavy lol. But there was so much left over food x_x
I have been slacking loads at training lar. Gahh but then i've decided to heck care about proper breaststroke and just go chiong my grandma breaststroke. Can right x) Cant be bothered liao.
Less than one week to school! And shit i havent started homework heh. Good luck to us.
and look!
My Personal Dna Report
Thursday, June 15, 2006
save the children of the world
Gahh im so tired. I feel quite guilty actually. I skipped morning training today, and i got out of afternoon training like an hour early x_x Hehe but i was really feeling damn tired okay. The moment i jumped in my right arm and legs felt so... tight. Argh that kind of feeling. And i couldnt really exert too much strength. Like so tired.
And i went to get the cake ingredients and pens to write on the card today! Shit im really getting so stressed about the stupid party. I think it wont be very fun ): Then wont that be so sad. So shit i must make it fun. And going down to east coast AGAIN tomorrow to check out the bowling alley and laserquest for wet weather plan. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE let it not rain. Seriously if not i'll be in deep shit.
And i also went with my mother to the wet market. And i saw a guy younger than me buying stuff from one of the stalls! Okay i really felt so spoilt cos he was wearing quite fine clothes and like buying things from the stallholder alone. I wouldnt even go there if i could help it. Spoilt.
And did i tell you! I got a new phone! YAY hahaha motorola razr v3i xD I love it.
Anyway training today i got up at 6.30. I felt quite terrible especially since i havent been training hard and i didnt go training in the morning. So i thought, hey! Let's go run. So i went to run on the treadmill downstairs and i FLEW. I've never run so fast and easy before. Like omg. When i ran my 9.26 for 2.4km this year i think i was doing like just 4 minutes on the treadmill with 13.0 speed and dying already. Today i did 14 minutes on a speed of 15.0-18.5. I FELT SO GOOD. Hehe and the old uncles kept on looking at me ok xD I felt so fit that i ran for 30 minutes in all. And i wasnt like really very out of breath, it was because of my burning legs that i had to stop. I tell you my body's really too weak.
AND i have to go. SHIT at 9.30 my parents are siao.
And i went to get the cake ingredients and pens to write on the card today! Shit im really getting so stressed about the stupid party. I think it wont be very fun ): Then wont that be so sad. So shit i must make it fun. And going down to east coast AGAIN tomorrow to check out the bowling alley and laserquest for wet weather plan. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE let it not rain. Seriously if not i'll be in deep shit.
And i also went with my mother to the wet market. And i saw a guy younger than me buying stuff from one of the stalls! Okay i really felt so spoilt cos he was wearing quite fine clothes and like buying things from the stallholder alone. I wouldnt even go there if i could help it. Spoilt.
And did i tell you! I got a new phone! YAY hahaha motorola razr v3i xD I love it.
Anyway training today i got up at 6.30. I felt quite terrible especially since i havent been training hard and i didnt go training in the morning. So i thought, hey! Let's go run. So i went to run on the treadmill downstairs and i FLEW. I've never run so fast and easy before. Like omg. When i ran my 9.26 for 2.4km this year i think i was doing like just 4 minutes on the treadmill with 13.0 speed and dying already. Today i did 14 minutes on a speed of 15.0-18.5. I FELT SO GOOD. Hehe and the old uncles kept on looking at me ok xD I felt so fit that i ran for 30 minutes in all. And i wasnt like really very out of breath, it was because of my burning legs that i had to stop. I tell you my body's really too weak.
AND i have to go. SHIT at 9.30 my parents are siao.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
love is a river
Im sorry im so so sorry. Im sorry for being such a bad person.
forgive me?
let's go back.
forgive me?
let's go back.
Friday, June 09, 2006
walk with me?
im pissed cos i didnt say you do not.
pissed.
talk to me?
this is so pathetic.
pissed.
talk to me?
this is so pathetic.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
this sucks
I dont think i should be in A group. I look at all the other guys there - ms, kang, yang, kenneth. I feel quite weird cause im like the only one who doesnt go to overseas competitions like sea age and all that. And like having me in the same group as kang makes A group seem so pathetic. Yeah it's pathetic isnt it.
I dont feel like training anymore. Perhaps if we still trained as an elite squad i wouldnt mind. But now it's just so mass swimming. I seriously dont like training with the small kids. Hey we had to work hard to get into elite. Now they come here and BLEH. Lol just too bad for them there's no way they can get into elite ANYMORE. Unless of course all of us from elite accepts them as elite. But that would be super difficult wouldnt it. Their loss.
And skipping one day of training tmr. I WANT TO GET MY BREASTSTROKE BACK ON TRACK. and when i do. yay i will be happy again.
I dont feel like training anymore. Perhaps if we still trained as an elite squad i wouldnt mind. But now it's just so mass swimming. I seriously dont like training with the small kids. Hey we had to work hard to get into elite. Now they come here and BLEH. Lol just too bad for them there's no way they can get into elite ANYMORE. Unless of course all of us from elite accepts them as elite. But that would be super difficult wouldnt it. Their loss.
And skipping one day of training tmr. I WANT TO GET MY BREASTSTROKE BACK ON TRACK. and when i do. yay i will be happy again.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Life is the Road
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
We were strangers, startin out on a journey
Never dreamin' what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, and
Im suddenly standin'
At the beginning with you
No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope,
you were there to remind me
This is the start
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river and
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever a
Wonderful journey.
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the story's through
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreamin' how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river and
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever a
Wonderful journey.
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the story's through
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
New there was somebody somewhere
Help me alone in the dark
Now I know my dreams will live on
Ive been waiting too long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart.
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river and
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever a
Wonderful journey.
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storys through
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
life is the road and
I wanna keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
Whenever you call, I will be there
We were strangers, startin out on a journey
Never dreamin' what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, and
Im suddenly standin'
At the beginning with you
No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope,
you were there to remind me
This is the start
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river and
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever a
Wonderful journey.
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the story's through
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreamin' how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river and
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever a
Wonderful journey.
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the story's through
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
New there was somebody somewhere
Help me alone in the dark
Now I know my dreams will live on
Ive been waiting too long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart.
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river and
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever a
Wonderful journey.
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storys through
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
life is the road and
I wanna keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey
And life is the road
And I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standin'
At the beginning with you.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
we cant give up
Dont say you give up. pleaseplease dont say you give up =( cos i know you're good and we can still do it. cos when you say you give up, i feel like crying lots and giving up too and im not yet ready to give up. Please let's give it another try. One last shot cause this is the last time you have isnt it? Dont give up and let's try together cause we can still make it (: Im not ready to give up and cry, dont give up cause we can still do it.
ONE LAST TRY PECK. or we fall <3
ONE LAST TRY PECK. or we fall <3
Saturday, June 03, 2006
I just want you to know who I am
Training's been horrible. Im so slow i think i should really just quit swimming. There's not quite anything for me to look forward to anymore. My breaststroke's been so screwed i kept drifting to the left today in training and i am so effing slow i got so pissed i kept trashing in the water and screaming inside and throwing my goggles around. It was so stressful i slacked for the free too cause i was too pissed and disappointed to swim fast.
I guess that was what made me *** But i dont think i would have done it really had ** not said that. I just got more pissed but 10 seconds later i had to go to the toilet and stand under the shower.
Thanks jaan for going to the toilet to look for me (:
I dont know why im like that.
Been going with ahgong to do the farewell party stuff. And eek it took up two days of this week. We went to find farewell present with theng, keeyao, calvin, shaun. And yest we went east coast to recce. Though it was kinda a wasted trip haha we spent most of the time at parkway i think eating and walking around. farewell's gonna be a good party.
Oreo came back to swim today! Finally. And i found out that ACS year 5 can swim in b div. WAH LAU i bloody pissed. Super unfair shit lah. Lol anyway. Jaan treated us to pizza at pastamania! YAY x) Lots and lots of pizza i think we couldnt finish a last piece issit. Haha anyway once again it was very... divided i guess. Those 5 boys sitting there like just connected to us by jaan. Idiots. I hate it. I look at the ace blog. And i want to cry. Cause ace the team spirit ROCKS lah. Wah lau and the guys are mainly the ones who post -.- And they go out for team breakfast and everything. If i were younger and faster i would really go there. Abandon the sinking ship cause that's what we are. But anyway we went to buy icecream, arcade, icecream again, and then bubble tea and SBS bus 196 home! Yay.
Girls i just realised it's also your fault you know. If they dont talk to you doesnt mean you all dont talk to them. I guess why people like kat and make such good friends with them is because she acts normal and talks to them and not sticking with the girls the whole time. Hello today at the arcade i think you all totally ignored them. Also at pastamania. Ahem next time i want you all to say hello and like invite them to join you guys okay xP Please (y) And dont act bimbo! Or weird. Cause you do.
Lol anyway the 800 free yesterday was so inspiring i tell you. Im going to join that next club night and be the first one to do a sub 10 min x) Hahahaha. And thanks bengoh for the cadbury!
SSC elite people! This coming tuesday 11+ xmen at orchard cathay or the cathay. Who wants to go? Tell me!
I hate so many things about you that i cant count them anymore. And i hate especially how you make me laugh.
But what i hate most, is that i dontreally hate you at all.
I just want you to make me laugh somemore. And smile and cry and dancedancedance.
Please?
I guess that was what made me *** But i dont think i would have done it really had ** not said that. I just got more pissed but 10 seconds later i had to go to the toilet and stand under the shower.
Thanks jaan for going to the toilet to look for me (:
I dont know why im like that.
Been going with ahgong to do the farewell party stuff. And eek it took up two days of this week. We went to find farewell present with theng, keeyao, calvin, shaun. And yest we went east coast to recce. Though it was kinda a wasted trip haha we spent most of the time at parkway i think eating and walking around. farewell's gonna be a good party.
Oreo came back to swim today! Finally. And i found out that ACS year 5 can swim in b div. WAH LAU i bloody pissed. Super unfair shit lah. Lol anyway. Jaan treated us to pizza at pastamania! YAY x) Lots and lots of pizza i think we couldnt finish a last piece issit. Haha anyway once again it was very... divided i guess. Those 5 boys sitting there like just connected to us by jaan. Idiots. I hate it. I look at the ace blog. And i want to cry. Cause ace the team spirit ROCKS lah. Wah lau and the guys are mainly the ones who post -.- And they go out for team breakfast and everything. If i were younger and faster i would really go there. Abandon the sinking ship cause that's what we are. But anyway we went to buy icecream, arcade, icecream again, and then bubble tea and SBS bus 196 home! Yay.
Girls i just realised it's also your fault you know. If they dont talk to you doesnt mean you all dont talk to them. I guess why people like kat and make such good friends with them is because she acts normal and talks to them and not sticking with the girls the whole time. Hello today at the arcade i think you all totally ignored them. Also at pastamania. Ahem next time i want you all to say hello and like invite them to join you guys okay xP Please (y) And dont act bimbo! Or weird. Cause you do.
Lol anyway the 800 free yesterday was so inspiring i tell you. Im going to join that next club night and be the first one to do a sub 10 min x) Hahahaha. And thanks bengoh for the cadbury!
SSC elite people! This coming tuesday 11+ xmen at orchard cathay or the cathay. Who wants to go? Tell me!
I hate so many things about you that i cant count them anymore. And i hate especially how you make me laugh.
But what i hate most, is that i dont
I just want you to make me laugh somemore. And smile and cry and dancedancedance.
Please?
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