COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER

Went to the arena sale today! There was so many people. But samm and kat were there so fun. And nicholas kong was there with his mother and kang's and nat's mother too. Mmm and rachel your cousin too! So many people. And the queue was super long and slow. I didnt buy much ah well. Just two shorts, and i bought a goggles. But now i just decided i dont like it. Haha so i think my mother's giving it to auntie joanne's son. Eep there were no 28J trunks. Only *whisper* bright green, yellow and bright orange and bright blue! Eek ok no way aha. I saw this guy buying 3 pairs of competition trunks hmm. We shall have to buy mine this december.

Training's been HORRIBLE. =( I was soo tired after that 12*100 on 1.25 today. GAHH something's wrong with me. Why am i so tired and slow? It cant be cos there's no one to swim with right -.- Though the past few times i did on 1.20 i had people like my brother to pace. But i shouldnt be so tired! Eek i dont know if it's my stamina or my stroke. Hmm and peck u didnt come! You're supposed to swim with me!

And oooooohhh. Heard the kunming people are going through HELL. Haha torture camp! Go mansheng haha good job heard what u did. Told u it wont be no holiday camp no longer. "It will be fun la" (i must rub it in) haha good luck people! Just dont come back and trash us. Oops darn. Must step up my training. Cannot lose to rachel yeo!

I am not obliged to you.

Im in 3L!! Gah yayayayay i know a few who are in my class and i guess im relieved already! Haha ok hopefully it wont be as horrible as i think it might be. But there's already super smart people! Like zhi hao and japeth argh =( Aha but maybe it will be like 2J (oh 2J!) super smart class! We rocked. Let's rock next year. There's jiahong! norris! and thomasheng! from my class ^^ Whee this should turn out ok. I cant stand this kind of changes. I will miss 2J. And i dont really know anyone from 2L or 2M or 2P. Gahh they're too far away haha. And soccer fanatics 0.0 K and I were nice classes ya.

Back to business! Swimming managers and coaches.

The swimming structure is getting quite screwed up? Seriously advance and elite... Hmm you are neglecting the elite people and hindering our progress. And your real focus should be there shouldnt it? Fine maybe not the most of us. But the few who represent our country, win those medals, smash those records; if u stifle their potential, there goes ur most important part. Already there is MASS discontent with this merge, not only from elite but from advance too. And the upgrading criteria is simply impossible. Dont mind me saying this. But i see all those old people still in intermediate and i feel really sorry for them. They are fast enough. God with a 30 for 50 free and a 36? for 50 fly they should be good enough to get to advance at least! They (or one person?) could even beat some elite swimmers in heartrate sets! Bahh and half of elite now would be UNable to qualify for elite. This would make the group structure be in an even worse state that it already is in. You want just the best of the best to upgrade? Then pray tell, why are you merging the squads? Stop changing ur mind. And if the little kiddies need more attention. Then why, why does the elite have 2 coaches and the other squads 1 coach each? Sign a petition! Hold a dialogue session (with us)! Whatever.

Sheesh i wonder if anyone will even read this.

Watching Emily Rose was fun. Haha really tried not to spend too much but later ben, peck and me went to the club to play Dota. Haha THAT was really fun. Peck didnt know how to play and kept getting killed haha. And when she turned into a dragon she flew into the enemy's base! Eep haha but we won xP Cos it was 2 against 1. And counterstrike while we were playing knife fight, she suddenly whipped out a magnum -.-" We played for 2 hours.

So after all my spending and overusage of my sms ($7 over) now i have no money. Ah well im not going cycling tomorrow. For two reasons. Because i went out too long on thursday (i was supposed to be back by 1) and i have no more money. I wont be able to even rent a kiddies bike for half an hour. Poor me.

And with all the really COOL christmas deals i see everywhere. I feel like crying. =(

So tired. I dont think ive been this exhausted before. friday worked hard. Sat morning worked hard. Then badminton and hurt my fingers. Sat afternoon worked hard. Alright maybe not really HARD but i didnt slack. So that's nice =) Today we were all too tired to even float up and down the pool heh. At least peck me and my brother haha. =P Cause we did the same programs and timings ha. People like yan were chatting away yesterday haha. Hehe and was soooo exhausted today but i did 3 fly. And i did 38 35 35. Ah okay i guess considering how tired i am. Yesterday we were all dying after morn training and badminton but i still pushed my lane. Hehe liked it? We were supposed to do 1.25 but i tried to meet 1.20 (of course i couldn't) Im so hardworking yeah. I feel very pleased with myself.

So now it hurts just to type. Ouch.

Hmm. Very sad. My brother got second in his school mainstream level. Im not allowed to put his score haha. But i tell you this (it's [one]two marks lower than what he wanted xP) (one A* less than me) Haha see i never tell u right? But i thought he was supposed to be the smartest in the mainstream. Tsk tsk ah well i think he is quite disappointed i guess. Hmm but PSLE results arent so important. Wait till my As eek!

Harry Potter wasnt as nice as i thought it'll be, all the broom flying (went cutcut)! Grr sadly and Kang Lang and Yang! Grr -.- Ridiculous and annoying.

Training was fun. Now i know i can do 15*100 on 1.20 =) Hehe 6*200 on 2.40 was surprisingly easy and easier as it went on. Hmm and the pool was FREEZING. Still freezing i bet. My lips were purple and my hands were white and the part where a bit of my skin came off turned very pale purple. Aha and my brother's pimple turned purple 0.0 Eek yucks. But i think i get quite affected by the cold since im so skinny >=(

I love Pearl Harbour. It's such a very sad show. Very well done. I watched it for like the fifth time yest and i still felt so very sad. Hmm and the theme song is sooo nice. Im trying to download it and when i do, it shall be the bgsound for my blog! Yay.

Went to church today. Finally. Didnt realise how much i missed it (i forgot the name =X) until i saw my cell group leader. Yay my group leaders are all so nice and friendly =) I really do not want classes to end next year =( It's been a very fun time in the class with all the nice people. Yan's class isnt so nice hor xP I'll miss it! Gah but the main reason why i finally went back today was because Daniel (one of my leaders) called me last week to ask about why i hadnt gone for so long xP im guilty heheh.

Training is fun. But only if im interested in the program haha. Yay or if there are things to interest me! Like competition yay. But u too fast i dont like u hmph. Yeah must be slower than me kae? ^^ Hehe and try to act like ur very tired (i hate swimming with peck) or id feel demoralised. Peck goes "wahh im very tired already" And she doesnt look it -.- or swim it. Do u know how tiring it was swimming with u those 1500 im yesterday! gahh i dont know how u do it. MOTIVATION yeah give me motivation talks okay =)

I AM AN ANTISOCIALITE. Gosh haha alright just with people i dont know very well hmm. Sadly but who cares. We are a class of our own yeah. Want to see my colour quiz results? Oops i closed the window. Darn.

Millions of peopel are taking history. But it's history of science and medicine next year! Yay. Hope i get a wonderful class and wonderful teachers (id better).

Haven't blogged for so long hor. Missed me? Well i missed you! My lovely fantastic blog oh i missed you so much! Haha.

So many things happened. This holiday very busy. JIC was fun i guess, what with all the $100 free spending and all.

Yesterday we made oreo cheescake, pizza's for lunch, and cookies at ben's house. Hmm they are nice. And the oreo cheescake really tastes professional ^^ Hmm i dont think i spelt that correctly but heck.

Then class chalet! Aranda Country Club's chalet rooms are so cool. They're better or at least bigger than hotel suites 0.0 funfun they're gonna have a lot of fun yeah and i think im the only one not staying over -.-" forget it. I know im anti social to a BIG degree yes. But we had a lot of fun barbecuing! Yay yes under the rain we were all trying to shelter it haha. And though we didnt do much food in the end, it was still nice. And the teachers brought so much satay =) hmm there were a lot of leftovers. Felt quite sad when i was leaving. Seemed more like leaving my class than the last day of school.

SO many people are taking history. And lin lao shi wont be taking us next year =(

People dont say im nice anymore. They say im mean. Well i think they're right. I dont say nice things anymore, everything i say is well, sarcastic. Though i really DO mean them to be funny haha. Maybe im really hurting people and im... Nasty. Hmm i dont like to be mean, i want the old nice me back. kml this is all ur fault >.< Whenever i think about it, i know im bad but i dont change. So tell me when im not being nice. Must get my nice image back yes ^^ Guai person me again and tell me if im mean or being nasty. I shall... stop being so mean.

Morning training was fun but quite tiring -.-zzzz yeah and i had to wake up myself, prepare my breakfast myself and go out before anyone had woken up. Except for the maid. Did i tell u we just got a maid? Hmm and we all couldn't be bothered to sprint, so it was very fun. Everyone just erm... sprinting slowly? together. Yay and i hate swimming free sprints. Gahh my left hand is horrible. My stroke is weird, the left hand is hopelessly inefficient at pulling. Hmm grandma stroke effects =) but ah well and i got a chocolate! Yay haha it fell into the water.

And mansheng was steaming 0.0 Really as in we could all see the condensed water vapour rising off him. Looked very cool haha at first mayumi and i thought he was saying he was hot or smth. Then we all saw the steam rising 0.0 I couldn't stop laughing haha it looked so ridiculous. Then after the program, ms gave samm and me a talk on how to derive pleasure from licking, sucking and chewing chocolate! eww what does he expect us to chew?? he left his chocolate on the plunging board after he left =) but i didnt take it!. And jaan started talking sick too with ms' prodding. Samm was giggling happily tsk tsk.

I didnt go training today. Haha i woke up from my 1 hr nap in the aft. Realised the time was 4 smth and it was too late to cut my hair (darn i was planning to wake up earlier) and didnt feel like going. Then i thought about the food in the kitchen. That decided me ^^ I am such a glutton hehe.

I just realised im scared of some people. Haha people i know, im scared of. Well actually now, there's only one i think haha.

And at the drama nite, i heard some parents talking about their children's subject combinations. Apparently, a lot of them are taking 2 sciences and 2 humans now. Cos of the contrasting subject rule in jc too. Darn if i had taken phy, chem, hist and lit i think my marks would have been nice. But now phy chem bio and hist my marks wouldn't be as good i think. And i liked lit!

I am so proud of myself =) Yes haha so very proud. Haha i'll tell u later.

Yest went out whole day x.x ah very tired and all with public transport! Aha i know i am hopeless at public transport lah and going to suntec yest i got off at nicoll highway instead -.-" Hehe i really am hopeless. BUT i didnt get lost on the way and back home from rgs! Yay had to take on train and 3 buses ok and i have never taken that route before. Haha although on the way there, i had yan ling and naomi constantly giving me instructions on how to go there (i spent 50 smses on that one trip alone for instructions! i was so swaku xP), and on the way back there were a lot of people to follow; but. I did it. Without getting lost!! Omg this is a miracle ^^ Everybody celebrate! Haha.

Ok watching sky high was fun yeah =) and some people just kept blowing their money on the machine. tsktsk really i think these machines are fake haha. When they've collected enough money, they can let u win. Or the make u get so anxious that u start to fumble. It's a money eating machine! Haha.

Came home. Rushed dinner at five. And took public transport to rgs for the drama nite. I didnt get lost! And i had to take 2 buses and 2 trains. I AM so proud of myself ^^ Hehe and the drama nite was fun! Chermy's class got 1st! Yeah must be in the genes. But wait, she was acting as a tribal concubine xP Haha and rachel yeooooo. Was showing off her lousy dancing skills. Hehe it was really funny when all the students start screaming (they do that all the time more than ri) it was so high pitched! Haha jorel u are nothing. It was so funny ok. I dunno why. Perhaps i was just tired of hearing people screaming in base xP Haha okok maybe tenor 2. Hehe and i got my prezzie! Chermy u nasty little girl. I hope it isnt poison >:) And andrea your class did really well! ^^ Good job well the whole school supported u all a lot. Rock on BRUDDERS!! Yeah haha.

Tired now. Sleepy. PEACE OUT DUDES! Hehe.

Training was fun. I didn't do any push ups! Yay hehe. But seriously i think i swam worse than if there wasn't any punishment for being last. I mean we all only swam faster just to be a little ahead of the other person. No need to sprint and waste ur energy gah. And the first one was scary cos we all sprinted. =) but orion did a 27, i did a 29 (whew) and ems and ms did 30s >.< So heng ah haha. And after that all the rest was slacking except for the last one. Haha and my grandma breaststroke did so well today! Hehe pleased with it.

Should be going for the drama nite tomorrow. But my mother may not be able to fetch me. Cause my grandmother's sick in hospital and she may need to go to penang to visit her =( Sigh.

We have holiday homework! Darn Chinese AGAIN and chinese we have to spend money and do so much. Grr.

Complete dictatorship! complete with blackmail, threats, duress and tabs on every crime u commit. What a life.

We got back our APRs today. And we got a paper showing the averages of the sec 2 GE cohort too ^^ I love looking at that paper, comparing my results. Hmm =) even if i dont do well haha, just like how i love getting my papers back even when i know i didnt do well. SO let's see my score compared to the average. (my score - average)
Eng/Lit - 4.2
Higher Chinese - 5.2
History - 4.9
Geography - -0.1
Mathematics - -7(!!!)
Science - -0.4
Hehe so very unhappy with my math! and science >:(

And see my history gets a higher above average than my eng. So i take hist next year! Yeah but i still feel sad =( But haha too bad i didnt get my 80 for eng xP Yar so shut up, hist for me. Though i think lit may be more fun... Oops nono wrong thinking! Stop, cannot or i'll be indecisive again. And my RE dropped! Grr now it's a sucky B+ like my philo hmph. I like reading report cards +) Hehe and my comments are nice, though mr Sharom (hist) didnt comment. Why? Im not soo bad right haha.

I'm swimming horribly. Got even more depressed when i saw my CCA points form. -.-" Sigh i suck so much. Hmm but i'll really be more hardworking next year! Reallyreally >.< Hehe though i say that EVERY year. Hmm who knows? Next year i might just keep to my word.

LYS' taking lit too. Darn all my nicest friends are taking lit =( But 3/4 of the cohort is taking hist -.-" so i should be able to find some nice people xP Lol a bit too much leh. And 2J rocks! We're the smartest class yeah? Yay haha i love 2J =)

Im scared of wearing those dryfit shirts. U know the ssc one we got for the open? That is THICK. The raffles one im scared that i'll tear it just leaning against the wall. Indecent i tell u. And silly me, i went to buy another THIN one again today haha from bossini. Hmm but my mother paid and it looks nice so im happy ^^ But i think the ssc one is like a freak of clothing, i think they're supposed to be thin hmm.

My youngest brother's going bangkok. So both my brothers are going overseas. While i'll be stuck at home having fun hmm. But we should be going to tokyo after my bro's queensland to visit auntie kat, our old neighbour ^^ Yay and there's disneyland! Gosh never been to disneyland for a long time already, can't remember mickey mouse's face xP

Why did gui jiao lian leave? He was such a nice coach. Honestly he was one of my favourite coaches and at least he cared about us. We certainly all had a lot of fun under him. He seemed like such a... permanent part of the club. It won't be the same without him. And are u going to sue me for saying this (not gui lar)? Try. Lol but all the coaches are leaving one by one =( Now there's only liu and chng left from the old coaches. Sigh it's really so sad, everything's changing. Last time when it was so familiar and dependable, everything's different and foreign now. Hmm and i dont wanna become old and slow >.< I don't wanna lose the fun in swimming. I don't wanna become like the oldies, and find swimming boring. But honestly, i dont blame them. I wouldn't want to regret how slow i am compared to last time, and everything so different and feeling so old and foreign. I'll really miss gui jiao lian =(

Shut up. Hist it is. =( I'll miss u guys.

It appears that u can be sued for everything u say now. Haha green earth club members, better not say anything about pollution, or the industries will sue u. Common civilians, better not rail against terrorism, or the terrorists will sue u. Magazines, oh u all better watch out from the celebrities. Me? I'll get sued by the green earth club members, industries, civilians, terrorists, magazines and celebrities all for just this paragraph. I pity satirists.

I feel so sad everytime i realise how slow i am. My brother's going for the queensland thing in dec and he doesnt even seem excited. In fact, i think he's indifferent. Oh hah if I could be like that. Pity. But i guess it's worse by the fact that my brother does this and that and it makes it all the more closer to me and i cant do it. That's why it hurts.

Yaya now i have an ri towel yay. For free haha. But do we really have to go back to school during the holidays for training? Gahh honestly, school training is quite useless. Hmph not looking forward to it >.<

NOW thanks to some people. I. Am. Undecided. Lit or Hist? Let's see.
Lit has slau, jotham and tedric (u traitor!!). Gahhh. Ok list the good points of taking LIT. Honestly the lit people are kinda the special and different people i think. Hist people will be the mass multitude of unvarying geeks and posers and lapdogs. I really would prefer the lit people i think. Secondly, in hist, practically 3/4 of the sec 2 gep are taking it 0.0 Gahhh it will be so common and unfun, EVERYONE will be taking hist. Eww. Those are the major factors. And i think i would much rather be a lit person really. Lastly, lit is compulsory if i wanna take the humanities scholarship in jc.
Now why i should take hist and not lit. I much much prefer the subjects in hist. Yeah much more interesting than king lear and his daughters. Secondly, i much much prefer the way of assessment. As in the type of essays and all. Well obviously, cos i find them easy and score well in them -.-" And dont require much creativity, it's all in ur skill or whatever =)
Hist is a gamble for a super nice teacher and a not so nice teacher. Lit is a nice teachers. So what? Tedric, jotham, SLYP and slau this is all ur fault! ;_; i feel so torn again. whywhywhy am i so indecisive.

Lit concerns the type of person i wanna be and be with. Hist concerns more of my marks and score and knowledge. So WHICH.

School tomorrow =( Grrr annoying but it's just deepavali celebrations anyway -.-" And getting our report card back. Hmm i like reading the teacher's comments about me ^^ Hehe lol though those in tao nan were certainly much better than those here xP

Hmm i hate my sucky GPAs. So gonna take hist next year. Alright but APPARENTLY a lot of people are taking hist next year because of the teacher. And she's really nice? Hmm really ar? But a lot of people are swayed over to hist by that. And sooo hist is gonna be so crowded next year! Wah lau then it wouldnt be fun anymore. Lol it certainly wouldnt be fun to be taking the same subjects as half the batch? Hmm =( Though i still hope that not too many people will take it. If not it will be soo common. Eww. Sigh but teddy and norris are taking hist too ^^ YAY. Hope tedric's in the same class as me.

The amazing race was fun. But grr digging in the sand for coins and running half of east coast certainly wasn't very comfortable xP Dirty, tired and hot. But foooood. Yes.

Training's horrible. I feel soo slow. And im so dependent on my grandma strokes for long dist >.< Too dependent.