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Sunday, June 17, 2007

 

since i feel like

okay since i feel so much like crying now, im doing this now. and i havent touched schoolwork, but whatever.


taken from samm's blog (: ten things i want to say to ten different people in no particular order.


but then i think about it. and i think. and i really think now that i have only five people i want to say anything to. ya blame it on my mood but whatever. ah well the others you're just not worth my time. kidding :D


1. Yo! you go girl. Yes we definitely used to be very close and i really miss what used to be. We had A WHOLE lot of fun together. And i realise that sec1-2-mid3 were i think probably my happiest times ever. I think we have changed some. You definitely are not much of a swimmer spirit anymore :D and i dont know what i am. Yes i will cherish all those times and i will forever and ever cherish the memory of the party okay. Thank you so much for the things you have done and the memories you have given me. And it sucks right that we can only now talk about the memories cause there's nothing much else left right now. Blame it on circumstance (: But whatever, love you forever.


2. Hello. we used to be the best of friends i know, but then ah well we havent been for a long time already. You now dont really know me, and i dont really know you. And i know you are sad about that sometimes, i dont know if i am. But i know im probably the one who spoilt most of it and im sorry for being such a horrible friend but we have our different lives now huh (: Dont worry life isnt that bad and well be happy, you'll forever hold a special place in my heart, because you are one of the three very special friends who have been with me since we started, and i daresay the four of us have been growing up together yes. You might not know it, but i think we will always have a special place in each other's hearts.


3. Yo! Haha i think we've drifted. We always do (: But now aiya okay you are one of the special four we have. And will be one of the special 3 once ____ goes away. We've had this talk before huh but i hope we'll always have each other to chill with no matter what cos you have too much of my childhood history for me to part with happily. Yes we've been through all the swimming and saturday afternoon tkds together, been through the upgradings, afternoon trainings in advance with wangjiaolian, keith kows, kevin kows, shawns and waynes, your various boy-fans, and all the people we will have fun with! together. So yes i hope you will cherish all the history like i do and i hope we remain friends forever. We may have drifted, i dont think you will readily tell me about everything like you might have used to, but i dont know. It's natural i guess now that you have other friends, and we can all move on. But yes when we grow up i hope you can rmb me and say childhood friends forever!


4. hey the last of my 3 close-childhood-friends-who-have-grown-up-with-me :D you might or might not know it, but you are like a little sister to me. yay. i hope you see me as a bigger brother but i dont know haha. Well at least i know we were close like very close for many times, and we have drifted many times. I dont know if you can still tell me anything, and well you're all grown up now! no more going to the toilet with me, or leaving the dinner tables to go to the deli with me, or no more playing at the playgrounds, doing the sets together under gui. I'll miss what used to be and when you leave for down under yeah i think i'll cry when i think about what we did together and all. I'll cherish those memories forever and i hope you know how big a part you are of my history (:


5. Haha finally! Well you've been my best friend for uhh two years? i think. That short? Lawl but anyway it's been fun and i really dont know what to say. im sorry that sometimes it just seems that we dont have much to talk about or much in common, but hey we have enough just because we are best friends (: though you're not really a part of any part of my life, =x, you know that you are like a one-of-a-kind special friend that i have, just because you are my best friend and i bet no one else has anyone like that. But whatever, do not fret that you dont share so much history or anything in common with me, like my training or school life, cause that makes you special and im grateful forever for the part you play in my life. And you bother to know the names of all my friends! :D unlike me huh. haha and i hope you liked knowing all my swimming friends as much as i liked you knowing them, and thank you so much for the party i'll remember forever.


6. Finally you. Ah well i know no one might ever have guessed that it would turn out this way, i never dreamt it woud be this way.and im regretting all that i did. im really sorry that i'll never get the chance to know you better, or to say that ____. suffice to say, two songs will always remind me of you (: But whatever, i dont know if i still do because i havent seen or heard from you for like forever and i dont know anymore. But hey i hope you're happy now, doing what you're doing and it really wasnt nice, to leave without telling or anything, cause i totally wasnt prepared for what was to come. You have no idea how much i want to call you and just talk like we never really did (: Sweet idiot.

And amazingly there is no one from school. Just because i have nothing to say to people from there. huh not surprising. sorry but that's just the way i am right now (:



too many memories gone so young.

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