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You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader. Drama nerd 56% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 56% Goth 44% Loner 44% Ghetto gangsta 38% Punk/Rebel 25% Stoner 13% Geek 13% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Jock. You are the ruler of the school, so to say. You have girls swooning over your muscles and your skilled in most areas of the sports arena. You know how to play a mean game of basketball. Jock 60% Emo Kid 53% Hot 53% Geek/Nerd 40% Loner 27% Punk 20% "Ghetto" 20% Prep 7% Goth 0% Stoner 0% What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To? created with QuizFarm.com

why am i an emo kid! no im not! im not emo or angsty! this quiz thingy is lousy hah.



Very long never blog. Did you miss me. Aww. Haha soon the holiday homework marathon will start. Shit. I will start soon! I try. Eep. Chinese ALWAYS has holiday homework and all. And so much! And every year also got stupid commonwealth essay too! Stupid. I bet instead of a marathon it will turn into a last minute super sprint >.<

Who's going to play basketball tomorrow? Hmm i don't know if i should go. The last time i played was in p6. LOL. I wouldn't want to go down tomorrow and hit someone's head with the ball when im really aiming for the basket. Yeah that'll be REALLY embarrassing.

Training today was tiring. Though it was recovery. 20*200. Ah but then i think of that saturday where they did 20*200 on 2.40 and i feel very guilty. =( and inferior. Haha i know i can't do that. Today already so tired. I would die by at least the tenth one on that set ;-( Ah but im quite pleased today. I know i didnt slack =) hehe at least for the others apart from the one where i went to the toilet for a 200. Mmm but i didnt want to swim breast! The im was fun.

And belated merry christmas! Where's my presents? Hmm i remember last year we had the christmas party with our neighbours. It was fun. With the extra large turkey, japanese food, and sweets! Everyone was wearing christmas hats. And the little cute babies. Yeah kenzou was the cutest. But they're gone now. Ah well =( I miss them haha. This year nothing much except for the dinner. But i want a christmas tree! And lights and singing and all. Ah well pity my father isnt a christian =/

Went to johor to visit my grandparents yesterday and i watched narnia! ^^ It's a really cool show. I loved it yeah. Haha certainly much better than kingkong. I found that a tad boring >.< And the tickets there are really cheap! Yang and yen are 3 sing dollars each. And im 5 sing dollars! WOW. And the large popcorn's like 3 sing dollars! YAY.

Im troubled. Im upset. I dont want any of this. You're fraternising with the enemy! You, the last person i would have thought to do so. I really don't know why, but i feel disgusted. Ah well no my place to say it anyway or decide. Hmm i hate having to be so quiet and runaway like. I hateithateithateit. I hate feeling so awkward and scared. I hateithateithateYOU.

Tammie asked me to do this. Oh i know to expose my deepest darkest secrets! Eek bad girl! Sit! =) Tammie the way you do it is no fun! I wanna know santa's number too!

in no particular order,list down 3 people you talk to online,4 people you see at school,2 teacher,3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox (7-9 im not sure so spare me and 10-12 are people i randomly picked from my huge inbox hah)

0 - orion
1 - tammie
2 - samm
3 - jiahong
4 - jotham
5 - slau
6 - thomas
7 - ms quah
8 - ms kuang
9 - me
10- myself
11 - I
12 - mayumi
13 - rachel yeo
14 - scott

so, what do you think of number 4?
jotham? hmm fun and nice =) easy to bully heh.

how nice is number 6?
quite nice but i would say more to the fun side.

honestly , if number 8 met an accident , what would i do ?
erherm, teachers might be reading this! i dont care cause she doesnt teach me anymore! =)

will i ever fall for number 11?
... i dont think so. maybe i would yeah. hmm you know there is that big chance

what if number 1 got a boyfriend?
i would warn the poor guy.

what sport would i play with number 12?
mayumi? eek play swimming can? haha badminton

how much do i like number 2?
samm. about as much a good friend heh =)

will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
rachel yeo and ms quah? hmm it might work out.

do i hate number 9?
i wonder.

would 14 one day kill me?
scott if u try i will talk to your mum.

who do i like more ? 3 or 10 ?
hmm isnt it obvious? xP KIDDING harhar but let's not count myself so jiahong yeah.

tammie why is there no zero!

get 5 people to do this thing!
samm
rachel
ms quah
ms kuang
orion

Went grocery shopping with my mother yesterday! Note - Never bring me along for grocery shopping. As a result of that, coupled with the food my mother brought back from australia, our cupboard is filled to overflowing ^^ -salivate- And yay my brother's coming back tonight.

1 more day and 2 more weeks to school! Ah cant wait for another party or going out >.< Someone organise something!

Bought my school stuff yesterday so im happy hehe. But i didnt buy any long pants. Ah well can always go bibi and baba to buy next time. And i realised that OBS isnt a common school thing! ARGH in fact most schools dont have it! Eep.

I was tired. I couldn't feel the water. I hated the program. I LIED.

Have you ever stood on the edge of a balcony looking down at the tiny little cars; wondering if anyone in there saw you where you were. And suddenly feeling afraid of jumping. Regretting that u didnt jump, regret it if u did.

Have you every sat on the steps of the gallery. Where droplets of water stain the floor. Where you listen to the screams and shouts. Where you disconnect and lose yourself in the splashes of the water. Not wanting to confront your deepest fears.

Has someone ever done something horrible to hurt you oh so badly but you find you can't bring yourself to hate him as much as you hate yourself?

When you are in the middle of all your friends. And looking at their laughing faces which become leering false visages. You suddenly realise that. None. Of. Them. Are. Your. Friends. Your true friends are just waiting for you to realise that they are hiding. But they have their own reasons for hiding.

Do you have a deep dark secret that you will never ever tell anyone?

They suspect but they do not know.

And i look down the two-way split in the road god has laid for me. And i wonder which way he wants me to take. I know which way i should take. But i take the other.

Have you ever felt like climbing the tallest mountain in the world. And screaming all your fearsfrustrationanger into the wind. And not stop screaming till the world has ended. Screaming in the center of the world. Screaming into my pillow.

They do not care. They do not see. They do not hear. A one sided mirror with you on the other side. Watching everything. Wishing to shatter the mirror. And reach out to the reflections. And you find out that not everything is what it seems. No one is what they look like. And you mend the broken mirror and put the pieces of your hope back together again.

Finding myself hating those i want to reach out to but dare not to. Anger for what i cannot do becomes anger against them. Hating oh so hating them for me not being able to open up and reach out.

And i want to cry and cry and never stop. To find solace in my tears and feeling my heart break and break and break. But to find the tears dried up and my heart to hard to break.

Looking in the mirror and wanting to slashcutslashcut all you hurts away and the scars of your troubles. Wanting to end it all?

And stress! And hope! And anger! And happiness! And despair! And dreams! And sadness! When you have a dream but you dare not hope for it. But secretly you want it. You are to weak to scream at life to stop SCREWING you over! And you are resigned to being alone in your little prison. The prison you have created for yourself but hope to break out of. The shackles which hold you as securely as you hold your hopes and dreams.

Im not being angsty. I am not an angsty emo person. If i were, i would have taken that jump.

Which road should i take purple cow?

Trained in the morning. And scott came! Yay haha it was such a surprise to see him and i honestly thought he wasn't in TJ. Cause well i thought even though they had IP, the sec3s would still be in their secondary school till jc. But apparently, the are IP1s in the jc! Eek that means next year i can be somewhat an RJ student ^^ "Hi im from rjc." "Oh but u look so young" "Thank you must be my great skin" ...... And he said someone else was supposed to come and keep him company. Be didnt turn up. Im not surprised though. Scott says he would probably come on friday again. He'd better haha.

Came home to find my father back. Darn. Was hoping for somemore of being home alone. And having everything to myself >.<

Went to watch king kong in the afternoon. Free tickets. Cause my dad's a member of pulai springs country club somewhere in malaysia. And they had booked an entire theatre specially for it's members for king kong and harry potter. But the harry potter one was fully booked so we reserved 4 seats for king kong. My mom and yang were supposed to come with me and yen. But they're in australia. So ah well. The show was quite interesting i guess.

I find my post so infernally boring.

When my mother comes back, it's over to rush rush rush packing buying for OBS, holiday homework and buying the books.

It was my 8th training session this afternoon. I am so proud of myself =) you know there are some weeks where i dont even train 6 times a week in the holidays. And ive already trained 8 times. And today's a friday ^^ Hehe but alas, i can't make it 11 cos im not going tomorrow morning. Hmm cos i am e x h a u s t e d. argh. At least i try to sprint for SOME. Yeah.

I keep getting reminded of OBS and school. Argh 3 weeks! Shit.

Everyone's going on holiday. I want to go too. But sigh, after my brother comes back, he will have to go orientation already. So no time =( Hmm and i really really think 3Ls gonna be such a MUGGER class. OMG. The people there are already muggers. (except me!) And it doesnt promise to be fun. 3M has the 3 malays! Lucky asses they're such fun >.< Yeah. Darn.

Training was fun. And (sigh) i am gonna do last minute work again this holiday! Haha i just know it. Sigh and i am STILL pondering over whether i should prepare a portfolio and apply for CAP or not. Hmm i don't know. I want it but i dont want to EXTRA work of having to prepare the portfolio in like 1 week, knowing my procrastination tendencies. Ah well i have the form somewhere in my file i think. Hope i haven't dumped it. And i shall buy my books on the 27th! Yes cause that's the only date i remember (i lost my book list) darn. Actually school's fun in a way i guess. Just not to much of it.

Holidays still rock more.

We have 3.5 weeks till school starts. And stupid OBS. Which reminds me, i mustmustmust start my buying of clothes and things for OBS. And 4? weeks to ur ball girl stint somewhere in UK naomi. Lucky ass skipping OBS! Did i mention ass? +) Lazy and greedy. My brains are getting rusty. Yay can't wait to overload them on math again. It'll be like my pentium 3 brain on those pentium 4 sums. Especially with A math eek. ;( I have made a decision to go back to mr lee's tuition. But we shall have to wait and see if i go on with it x) or become lazy and back out again x(

Workworkwork next year hyperdrive. In a super smart class "i will surviiiiiiive"

I don't see the problem with the temasek jc swimmers training with us in the morning. There isn't too many of them. And besides, there isn't a lot of people in the morning anyway. And there is kinda something like affiliation to their schools right? That'll be good for some of our swimmers. And some of them are very fast! Yeah like that leon (issit?) guy. It's alright. But then again, it isn't up to me to decide. And maybe they affect training with the advance and intermediate more since more of them go there. So lala on.

And i being anti social to anyone? If i am just tell me. Dolt.

I did it! I did it! I think. Haha tell me do you guys hear a song? If not WAIT a bit! And turn up the volume cause i think it may be a bit soft. Nice song.

Uncle Chng remarked to me in the toilet the other day that i had blogged a lot. After that he said he was kidding. He actually didnt know if i blogged or not. But i dont know whether to believe him 0.0 So i am gonna create a blog somewhere with password and all. I should think it would be immensely difficult to get through without a password for those without much tech skill.

We have less than a month left to school. And then OBS! OMG. I dont think im prepared. Argh and all the homework left. My books (haven't gone there yet to buy my books xP). And my OBS shopping and packing. nononono i don't want to go OBS =( Im positive it'll be absolutely horrid. Wahh so many things to do. And the holidays are running out fast! And it definately has been fun though.

Next year's gonna be sooo busy. And yay i can't say that i 100% am not excited about seeing my new class and all. But i certainly CAN wait. Yes and i shall miss 2J for the 100th thime already.

Les Choristes is nice. Enya's nice too. I like choir singing.

I must make the most out of my remaining holidays. But i need money too! Ah haha and my brother's leaving on wednesday. My mother will be going too. And then my father. Which leaves the house to me! Yay ^^ Gahh but we reallyreally need to get my books soon haha. And my holiday homework. Shit lah.

OMG. I didnt get accepted into SMP! WHY? Cause of my commitment to my CCAs. WTF i knew i should have put down swimming. God i really wanted it! Gahh but it's my fault. I coul dhave appealed and told them that my trainings were skippable. But sadly. I had forgotten all about it and only reviewed the results today when appeal deadlines were on 28th nov. SHITSHITSHIT. God everyone who didnt have too much CCA commitments got in. Eek if i had appealled, i would have gotten in! GAHH. Kevin mark lee appealled! and he got in! And he has like twice the amount of CCAs as me! ARGHHHHH. I cant stand it anymore i am PISSED.

Training sucked. Gahh i am so slow =( Super slow and tired and exhausted. But then, i think of the kunming people and im happy again =) But must work hard. so tonight! Yes i shall trashytrash anyone who dares come in my way. I shall STEP! I shall STOMP! I shall SQUISH the life out of them! Muahahahaha see they dont stand a chance. Or i might just slack again and go to the toilet for a mid training shower. (dont worry im just psyching myself up. sheeesh i wont kill anyone duh)

MONEY. I NEED MONEY. Give me money.

And i wanta play maple. Oh yes. Give me mesos too.