COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER

Today rained. So we did gym programme! Aha so fun. I love such sessions =) I remember there was one day i just lay down and stoned on the couch while the others did gym, though quite slack too. Aha no coach! fun.

And after that we did T60! eep swim endlessly for 1 full hour. Lol i did 4475 metres total! Yay and it was actually super fun hah. I found myself actually smiling when i swam xP Haha lol i was singing to myself the whole time, and lapping people was quite fun. Cause you dont get tired breathwise, but your body just slowly dies. So at the end i couldn't really kick. But i didnt get lapped! Yay haha i think kang was SUPER tired though. He swam quite slowly compared to usual. I think i would have been lapped like at least 3 times by him if he werent tired >.< Argh as it was, before jaan blew the whistle he almost lapped me. Aha last 200 we were both chionging and i was trying very hard not to let him catch up xP and i lapped everyone else! yay quite a few times. And it's fun to see someone like 30m ahead in the other lane and go yay let's lap him in 200m, and you just swim as fast as you can. But it was very messy cos people swam in like groups of three or four so very difficult to overtake xP aha enough talking (do i sound annoying) =) time to work!

today was my first day of mentoring. aha i REALLY didnt know how to do some of the p5 chinese =/ LOL and i thought my chinese was better than most. Gah zhang hao a p5 kid laughed at me when i was puzzling out the zhong he tian kong with nicholas, haha i guess i was really dumb >.< but he taught me some things i didnt know =/ but he's from china anyway! lol but didnt feel like talking during the group session so will took like everything! yay.

so i didnt go school training AGAIN because of mentoring. lol i haven't gone even once this year xP aha but i can go next next week i think! and going training again tmr yay im so excited. whee though have to meet uncle ronald before that.

shoot we're stepping up the pace. i am running for all im worth. too many rounds to keep track of.

AIYA. I just feel like sighing and sighing and sighing. After a while yesterday, i realised i wasn't really sad, i was just damn pissed. I felt like throwing things around and screaming. Haha. Was too careless. And tired. Ah well but can try again for Asean cup. This time will do 1.15 or faster <3 happy =")">

AND IM BECOMING TOO BLUR TO FUNCTION. Argh got back history cct. And i found out i compared the wrong sources -.- Supposed to compare b and c, i compare a and b. So 7/20 marks BYE! Aha lol i got 9 out of the other two questions. Ah the last 8 mark question i did only quarter way got 4 marks =/ no time i write so little compared to others lor. And im sure my 7 mark question could have gotten at least a 6 if i hadnt compared the wrong sources =( WAH blur and slow. I MUST STOP.



Are we playing a game? I thought we were, but you play strangely.

posted by yao.  # 10:13 PM 0 Comments

i was too careless. ah well


feel like spiiiiinnniiinnnggg roundroundround but im so tired


i think i can cry again. finally.



all about us all about us...

TODAY! was an ok day i guess. But ah well. i didnt do so well i guess. Let's see,

400 free i didnt go very hard >.< that's why my last hundred can go so fast haha. though i dont know why i didnt swim hard but 4.49.55! OK LOR howe hahaha. Though i kinda expected it, im supposed to do longer distances =/ however slow i am at them too. But it was fun i guess, though quite annoying cause i panicked and used my grandma stroke for the last 50.

50 breast. Didnt expect much knowing how i always do shockingly horribly at 50 breast competitions. But i got up on the plunging block on the first whistle. I was damn blur lah! HAHAHAHA and the officials were like lane 1 get down and i was omg shit oops. and i almost fell off cause the board was so high -.- KLUTZ and everyone was looking!!! OMG the SHAME. But it was funny i guess, but i must stop being so blur. ESP for my math, the careless mistakes i make take up like a quarter of my marks and they are APPALLING. Anyway as usual i flunked 50 breast. Ah well.

200 im. There was a long rest between my previous events and this cause i didnt swim fly or back. But i like im. during training. Haha i went so slow for the fly and back! everyone said =/ but breaststroke i caught up! yayay. and i think i beat like more than half of heat 2 lar -.- all those people put fake time, so annoying. But i my body was so tired for the free x_x

Aha though i didnt swim so hard today (dunno why) it was quite ok i guess! especially the food and the hundred plus ^^ despite getting up on the first whistle, doing poorly for breast, and being asked by youknowwho to hold his used jammers and feel him indirectly -.- and having him spite me horribly. It was OK whew.

oh and auntie katherine (or catherine?) took me home. THANK YOU!


i can go asean cup for 400 free! YAY =) It's my turn now to race for 100 breast. Let's go 200 free too! woot.

naomi asked me to blog about yesterday, so here i will blog! ah actually nothing much happened except that we studied together after morning training and we had totally different topics so we couldnt really teach other. but we played with the tennis ball after that! which was really quite fun. and eating there too.

ENOUGH






I hate you. and you. and you. and you.

You do this again and again and the only reason i do not hate you is because i would like you if you were nice, and i choose not to believe that you do this purposely to make me feel like this. Much as it seems otherwise.

You i would never have thought to be... influenced. I wouldnt put it past you to laugh at me now because of him.

You i wouldnt have though to say that. Of all the people i thought were nice, you probably were one of the greatest persons on that list. The way you answered me. i hate you.

You what can i say. It's your problem if you wish to follow him.

THANK YOU for hurting me again and again. It was funny, but now you might just make me hate you.
THANK YOU for teaching your lackeys/fans/worshippers well. DOGS.

THANK YOU for letting me believe that we could be friends.

THANK YOU for letting me believe in you.

THANK YOU for nothing.

worst of all, i find i cant hate you of all people, despite what you've done. the others i can.

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR VENOM

Jotty just told me how to bypass the password thing o.0 Gosh it is really... simple. Though i wouldnt have thought that it could be done that way =/

And i want HIM out of my club! AAAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH

ok maybe i dont. but...

Wah holidays! I am so happy ^^ YAY finally a break. Thought there's still loads to do during this week -.- Ah well who wants to go watch pink panther on tuesday? Must train in the morning 5.30 first. Then from there we go cos the movie's at 10.30 at cathay orchard.

Start from friday. Hmm it's not very nice when a teacher who had always been thinking well of you has suddenly found something to criticise. Hmm ah well but like three quarters of the ri supporters went back after the deciding match anyway =( Then track and field carnival. Eek was supposed to run 1500 but i missed the reporting >.< Pooh i thought they said under 17 and i was reading my book. And i so wanted to run! Ah well the meet held at rj is not as nice as at ri though. But Bayley won! Yeah.

Now that holidays have started. I can train more often! Yay though i really wouldn't be ready for nag =/ at least not like last year, or SOME people. And my breaststroke still needs to be corrected... Gaahhh anyway studying in the club after training tomorrow with naomi! Yeah and she shall help ME with my math yes. And tuesday cant wait to go out! Then come back play dota ok. Yesterday morning's set was xO Killed all of us. Then in the afternoon i was very dead. And this morning not much better -.- How am i supposed to train well like this! Though im quite guilty cos i slacked for quite a bit xP Grrr

Just watched corpse bride last night. It is such a nice show. Though it doesnt look very promising at the start, (my brother said it looked like a lame show...) it was a very sad show! Wah almost as sad as pearl harbour. Though not as classy but still! Very nice the bride is such a poor thing. And their piano duet together is very good. Aha must watch! Though the plot could have been developed more and better (make the show longer lah!) it was still done quite well. And scary movie 2 isnt as nice as scary movie 1 or 3. But the front part before the show is the best =)

Tapering for 4 days. Bleargh happy though i would rather taper less, seeing how little and poorly i've been training this past few weeks. And NAG! Eeek somehow it doesnt seem so important. Ah this is the problem with our members lah. Other club swimmers would be very concerned and worried about it but here we are being whatever. And we are like catering to mass swimming instead of elite :/ Honestly some people who shouldnt even be swimming in advance swimming in our lane and swimming in the center, blocking our way, sitting on the lane rope, talking, playing around. Other clubs like APSC and CSC have elite squads, not mass swimming with little kiddies from age 8 onwards -.-. That's why i think they are better, they concentrate on their elite swimmers and have a good training environment for them. More competitive too. For us here, with this mass squad we dont have the right competitive environment, it's more like social play-play now.

Yesterday stayed up till 12.30 to do ss project. Then woke up this morning to go training. And rushed home after to continue the ss project again. >.< Finally finished and emailed it to ms tang at 2.30. Arhhh whew but naomi tells me a lot of people were going crazy over it too. Tmr have to do zuowen, mug bio ARGH, and try to finish the singapore story. Wahhh week ten really killer. Oh shit there's RE too.

Training's been really bad =( More people are noticing that my breaststroke's really lopsided. But orion helped the most, he pinpointed what was really wrong! Yay <3 FINALLY i can do something to actively try to correct it. Dont think im gonna be ready and in top form for NAG, but ah well.

Who wants tickets to the asian swimming championships thingy?

they are screwing so many things up. you made me this. i will not be less.

and i think mansheng really hates me =( but ah well go jarel im so happy =) he bit ms' hand today ^^ AAAAHHHHHH i feel like laughing already.