COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Ra-ra-ra Raffles!!
Whee today was sooo fun!!! Hahaha Raffles rocks! And Dr William Tan! Haha had fun with naomi, and the softballers the whole day. And she gave me my birthday prezzie!! Go best friend big sister! Haha then dunno wad cherm's getting for me too? Hmm saw andrea. Treated lang to a 40 cents drink. Haha sorry but i spent $9 already. I was broke to start with before i came xP I bought 3 bubble teas, 2 brownies, 1 lollie, 3 big jellies, 1 mamee, 1 plastic bag of fish fingers!!! Im a compulsive eater... So i chewed on teh lollie stick after that to stop myself from buying more ^^ haha raffles rocks!
But anyway lang im very disappointed with u, tsk tsk... Naomi and u were so SHY!!! Hai but we had fun ^^ Haha dragged naomi around the school. Yup thomas u are a really fun guy and sam lau u are nice too. This comes from 1 1/2 years of school life with u all and naomi u have been the greatest friend of my life! Thanks so much ^^
But anyway lang im very disappointed with u, tsk tsk... Naomi and u were so SHY!!! Hai but we had fun ^^ Haha dragged naomi around the school. Yup thomas u are a really fun guy and sam lau u are nice too. This comes from 1 1/2 years of school life with u all and naomi u have been the greatest friend of my life! Thanks so much ^^
Birthdays
Yesterday was my birthday! And mikaels and uncle leonard's too ^^ Haha ok surprisingly, i was not very enthusiastic about it at the start noe. We had my birthday cake in the afternoon before training cos we were going for mikael's party in the evening. Ho then when my mother asked me to come and sing the birthday song, blah blah blah, i just went there made a wish and blew out the candles. She was like how about the birthday song? I said dont bother. Hmm i think i was feeling a bit moody at that time.
But i cheered up ^^ During afternoon training, Jaan sang me a birthday song twice x) Then he made the two squads sing one for mikael, uncle leonard and me. Hehe so i cheered up.
Then mikael's party was soooo fun! Haha we played bowling, samm, my bro, peck, rachel yeung (though she didnt want to play) and me in one lane. Haha i won, i won ^^ No i really did not cheat haha. Except for the fact that while peck and samm were gossiping i rolled their balls into the longkang hahahah. Sooo funny but peck still caught up with me xP Haha but i got i strike! Hmm and whenever my brother rolled, it was either into the right longkang or left longkang!!! Hahaah. So funny we were all laughing like hell.
Haha so anyway samm and i were messaging kang haha each with our own agenda ^^ He didnt want to come. So nat where were u? I thought u were invited too? Ok nevermind, but i saw a nasty man walk to the buffet area and walk away with his mouth chewing and smiling!! Grr and another man tried to get some food while mikael was taking food and mikael told him off ^^ Go mikael. Then we looked at him as he didnt walk away and he said "what" -_- tsk tsk But it was really fun ^^
But i cheered up ^^ During afternoon training, Jaan sang me a birthday song twice x) Then he made the two squads sing one for mikael, uncle leonard and me. Hehe so i cheered up.
Then mikael's party was soooo fun! Haha we played bowling, samm, my bro, peck, rachel yeung (though she didnt want to play) and me in one lane. Haha i won, i won ^^ No i really did not cheat haha. Except for the fact that while peck and samm were gossiping i rolled their balls into the longkang hahahah. Sooo funny but peck still caught up with me xP Haha but i got i strike! Hmm and whenever my brother rolled, it was either into the right longkang or left longkang!!! Hahaah. So funny we were all laughing like hell.
Haha so anyway samm and i were messaging kang haha each with our own agenda ^^ He didnt want to come. So nat where were u? I thought u were invited too? Ok nevermind, but i saw a nasty man walk to the buffet area and walk away with his mouth chewing and smiling!! Grr and another man tried to get some food while mikael was taking food and mikael told him off ^^ Go mikael. Then we looked at him as he didnt walk away and he said "what" -_- tsk tsk But it was really fun ^^
Friday, July 29, 2005
House of Flying Passions
I watched House of Flying Daggers halfway in school today, it really is quite a nice show. With or without those haha ahem sensual lovemaking/kissing scenes. It's good enough with the action and the good-looking people, but i think those parts make it better. Hey im not beign sick okay, im being a movie critic ^^ But then (of course) with half (ok im exaggerating) the film into kissing, looking at each other, steamy, sensual scenes; i think it makes it a little too much! Oh yar then in the tech hive, i was watching until a part when andy lau and zhang ziyi were lying on the ground together. Yes and of course there was a crowd in the tech hive it being friday, and everyone started crowding around. It went on for like 5 minutes with them talking (still lying with each other) and kissing alternately, even through my earphones i could hear the sick little people, "ai ya hurry up start kissing lar", "eh look their going to have sex", blah blah blah. I was sooo embarrased xP Haha then zhang ziyi finally puts a hand up and stops andy lau, then he starts to rape her! Oh no everyone (more then 12 people) started screaming and yelling, u noe "whoo hoo!" "rape!" erk. Sick little pervies!
I switched it off. Everyone was like awww and wa lau. I was like oh my god. I ran away. Haha but i wasnt being a party spoiler, it was just that my mother was coming to fetch me already ^^ Haha whew, but also eww, im so embarrased ( when i rushed out of the tech hive, i heard some guy telling his friend, "...then the guy started to rape her and he switched it off"). So i didnt manage to finish the show. Ah well shall hav to finish it on another quiet day (like wed) xP
I switched it off. Everyone was like awww and wa lau. I was like oh my god. I ran away. Haha but i wasnt being a party spoiler, it was just that my mother was coming to fetch me already ^^ Haha whew, but also eww, im so embarrased ( when i rushed out of the tech hive, i heard some guy telling his friend, "...then the guy started to rape her and he switched it off"). So i didnt manage to finish the show. Ah well shall hav to finish it on another quiet day (like wed) xP
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Midgets Galore
Erm people im collecting names of people to help out at midget meet on the 20th of August. Sign up with me if u want to join.
Sigh my neighbours just left to go back to Japan today. They've been the nicest neighbours so far =( Hai never mind i shall tell u all about it another day.
Sigh my neighbours just left to go back to Japan today. They've been the nicest neighbours so far =( Hai never mind i shall tell u all about it another day.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
3 Strikes!
Tomorrow is RI Lecture so no lessons (dances for joy) and well i decided to slack today and not go swimming. Slept on the sofa from 4 to 6.30, the wind was blowing in from the window facing the sea, soo cooling ^^ Ai ya but i feel very guilty, my swimming wont improve much if i keep on slacking (yes even during training), esp. with this stupid tech weeks. Hmph ill die after that, yes after the weeks of slacking! =( I dont wanna have tech week, i seriously dont feel any different after the techs. Ah well im feeling quite bored now, re report due soon, two more tests this week, much to study.
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
I'm gonna be stronger
Know that I've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to the test
If I could reach
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
I'm gonna be stronger
Know that I've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to the test
If I could reach
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Expressions
This morning went with my mother and brother to the tea invitation for swimmers at ACSi. Yes they actually invite the finalists to have a tea session and talk to them. I didnt want to go but my mother and father FORCED me to =( Argh actually it was my father, but anyway last night i got a look at the letters they gave to yang at the inter school. Hmm ACS gave the letter on a special piece of thick cert paper and the signature was acty by pen and got colour O_0 and it was so nice, like sports school's. But RI's! Hah it was photocopied and so faded!! Argh how insincere! I was so shocked at the difference. Gah but anyway i sat there the whole day listening to the principal and head of PE talking about the school and asking the swimmers to come. But anyway i thought that a lot of the things that they said, ri had too. Yes it was much like an info reoprt ^^ Yes haha their agenda... But anyway my parents still pestering me to go -.- Sigh so fustrating. But then if i go im garuanteed a place in IB anyway, all GEP students have but ive gotten used to ri already ;( Haiz im the only factor thats keeping my parents from sending my brother to acsi straight away now...
Hmm but anyway we watched bend it like beckham today! So fun ^^ So daaaarrkkk hehe. But then we had no fun stuff after =( jaan lied to us xP Aha then something happened. Was talking to samm about stuff then teased her about ahem. I think he heard =P Soryy ahem! Really haha.
So anyway ate there with my brother and ben ho, then afterwards played with nat and rachel yeo ^^ after rachel went home, nat and i talked about a lot of things in the club. Oooohh gossip... Haha.
Hmm but anyway we watched bend it like beckham today! So fun ^^ So daaaarrkkk hehe. But then we had no fun stuff after =( jaan lied to us xP Aha then something happened. Was talking to samm about stuff then teased her about ahem. I think he heard =P Soryy ahem! Really haha.
So anyway ate there with my brother and ben ho, then afterwards played with nat and rachel yeo ^^ after rachel went home, nat and i talked about a lot of things in the club. Oooohh gossip... Haha.
Friday, July 22, 2005
Gold Rush
If I were a billionaire's son,
I would have my mercedes sports at 16 along with my license
I would have my first credit card at 13
My pocket money at 16 would be $500 per month
My father would give me my very own store and business for me to run at 18, of course then i would get a personal banker, personal assistant and manager, and workers to run it.
I would live in a mansion with a huge pool, courts and all
I would have my own section of the house (yes it will be that big) and preferably 5 rooms or more in there
I'll have my own lastest computer, laptop, tablet, handphone, ipod
I would have my own personal butler (in the house only of course)
We would go to our summer home on the mountains of Switzerland every year during the holidays to ski
I would have a $500 allowance every month to buy whatever clothes i wnat or go out
We would own a private jet
All my clothes would be branded
I wouldnt even have a wish list
I'd get into harvard without needing a scholarship (influence and cash ^^)
I would be very happy ^^
Of course im not poor, considered quite rich by some, but then my parents believe in saving so much (says its for my future, but seriously couldnt they increase my allowance by just um $10?), so if he were a billlionaire im sure he wouldnt mind about spending all this ^^
"Dear God, you made many, many poor people.
I realize, of course, that it's no shame to be poor.
But it's no great honor either!
So, what would have been so terrible if I had a small fortune?"
If I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
All day long I'd biddy biddy bum.
If I were a wealthy man.
I wouldn't have to work hard.
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
If I were a biddy biddy rich,
Yidle-diddle-didle-didle man.
I'd build a big tall house with rooms by the dozen,
Right in the middle of the town.
A fine tin roof with real wooden floors below.
There would be one long staircase just going up,
And one even longer coming down,
And one more leading nowhere, just for show.
I'd fill my yard with chicks and turkeys and geese and ducks
For the town to see and hear.
And each loud "cheep" and "swaqwk" and "honk" and "quack"
Would land like a trumpet on the ear,
As if to say "Here lives a wealthy man."
If I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
All day long I'd biddy biddy bum.
If I were a wealthy man.
I wouldn't have to work hard.
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
If I were a biddy biddy rich,
Yidle-diddle-didle-didle man.
I see my wife, my Golde, looking like a rich man's wife
With a proper double-chin.
Supervising meals to her heart's delight.
I see her putting on airs and strutting like a peacock.
Oy, what a happy mood she's in.
Screaming at the servants, day and night.
The most important men in town would come to fawn on me!
They would ask me to advise them,
Like a Solomon the Wise."
If you please, Reb Tevye...""
Pardon me, Reb Tevye..."
Posing problems that would cross a rabbi's eyes!
And it won't make one bit of difference if i answer right or wrong.
When you're rich, they think you really know!
If I were rich, I'd have the time that I lack
To sit in the synagogue and pray.
And maybe have a seat by the Eastern wall.
And I'd discuss the holy books with the learned men, several hours every day.
That would be the sweetest thing of all.
If I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
All day long I'd biddy biddy bum.
If I were a wealthy man.
I wouldn't have to work hard.
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
If I were a biddy biddy rich,
Yidle-diddle-didle-didle man.
I would have my mercedes sports at 16 along with my license
I would have my first credit card at 13
My pocket money at 16 would be $500 per month
My father would give me my very own store and business for me to run at 18, of course then i would get a personal banker, personal assistant and manager, and workers to run it.
I would live in a mansion with a huge pool, courts and all
I would have my own section of the house (yes it will be that big) and preferably 5 rooms or more in there
I'll have my own lastest computer, laptop, tablet, handphone, ipod
I would have my own personal butler (in the house only of course)
We would go to our summer home on the mountains of Switzerland every year during the holidays to ski
I would have a $500 allowance every month to buy whatever clothes i wnat or go out
We would own a private jet
All my clothes would be branded
I wouldnt even have a wish list
I'd get into harvard without needing a scholarship (influence and cash ^^)
I would be very happy ^^
| You Are a Visionary Soul |
 You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul |
What Kind of Soul Are You?
Of course im not poor, considered quite rich by some, but then my parents believe in saving so much (says its for my future, but seriously couldnt they increase my allowance by just um $10?), so if he were a billlionaire im sure he wouldnt mind about spending all this ^^
"Dear God, you made many, many poor people.
I realize, of course, that it's no shame to be poor.
But it's no great honor either!
So, what would have been so terrible if I had a small fortune?"
If I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
All day long I'd biddy biddy bum.
If I were a wealthy man.
I wouldn't have to work hard.
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
If I were a biddy biddy rich,
Yidle-diddle-didle-didle man.
I'd build a big tall house with rooms by the dozen,
Right in the middle of the town.
A fine tin roof with real wooden floors below.
There would be one long staircase just going up,
And one even longer coming down,
And one more leading nowhere, just for show.
I'd fill my yard with chicks and turkeys and geese and ducks
For the town to see and hear.
And each loud "cheep" and "swaqwk" and "honk" and "quack"
Would land like a trumpet on the ear,
As if to say "Here lives a wealthy man."
If I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
All day long I'd biddy biddy bum.
If I were a wealthy man.
I wouldn't have to work hard.
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
If I were a biddy biddy rich,
Yidle-diddle-didle-didle man.
I see my wife, my Golde, looking like a rich man's wife
With a proper double-chin.
Supervising meals to her heart's delight.
I see her putting on airs and strutting like a peacock.
Oy, what a happy mood she's in.
Screaming at the servants, day and night.
The most important men in town would come to fawn on me!
They would ask me to advise them,
Like a Solomon the Wise."
If you please, Reb Tevye...""
Pardon me, Reb Tevye..."
Posing problems that would cross a rabbi's eyes!
And it won't make one bit of difference if i answer right or wrong.
When you're rich, they think you really know!
If I were rich, I'd have the time that I lack
To sit in the synagogue and pray.
And maybe have a seat by the Eastern wall.
And I'd discuss the holy books with the learned men, several hours every day.
That would be the sweetest thing of all.
If I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
All day long I'd biddy biddy bum.
If I were a wealthy man.
I wouldn't have to work hard.
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
If I were a biddy biddy rich,
Yidle-diddle-didle-didle man.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
For the Record
My father banned me from msn. Says i am too addicted to it -_-! Gah %$#@ Ah well but i guess its my fault too, everytime its time for me to sleep, i continue online hmm ;( But anyways so that just means that i'll just have to use it when he goes to sleep ^^ Im bad i know.
Ah well and my brother missed the record by 0.06 today. Hmm very sad but his finishing and turning really sucked xP I mean even i could do better than that i think. Nevermind next year it'll be his age for Asean Cup. But then again there is 1 quite talented Malay swimmer who is in p5 now. Hmm unusual, u dont really see many malays swimming around haha. Never mind i think that my brother will still beat him.
And ooooohhhh! Brandon is such a big fat kiasu cheater! Okay, he was in my lane today during stroke, u noe the 20*50 free DPS when we have to kick after doing 35 strokes? Well i kicked until 10m for everyone and even then, i did 30-34 strokes. He didnt do any underwater kicking at all, his stroke rate WAS much faster than mine, and he still ended up slower, but he never ever did any kicking! And im absolutely sure he did more than 35 for every single one. Ah oh yes and during the 20*50 kicking, he did not do kick. Ok well he did kicking for the first 2. Then seeing that he couldnt keep up, he started to swim normally! -.- Okay, and if that wasnt enough, since he couldnt keep up still (amazing) he started doing freestyles and long pulls in the middle of his stroke for every lap. Gah all the while i was in his lane staring at him. Hmph he's desperate or something...
Ah well but then talk about better things! Hmm tomorrow Mr Lam will not be there ^^ Haha he's overseas again, until August 8? Ah so happy =)
Ah well and my brother missed the record by 0.06 today. Hmm very sad but his finishing and turning really sucked xP I mean even i could do better than that i think. Nevermind next year it'll be his age for Asean Cup. But then again there is 1 quite talented Malay swimmer who is in p5 now. Hmm unusual, u dont really see many malays swimming around haha. Never mind i think that my brother will still beat him.
And ooooohhhh! Brandon is such a big fat kiasu cheater! Okay, he was in my lane today during stroke, u noe the 20*50 free DPS when we have to kick after doing 35 strokes? Well i kicked until 10m for everyone and even then, i did 30-34 strokes. He didnt do any underwater kicking at all, his stroke rate WAS much faster than mine, and he still ended up slower, but he never ever did any kicking! And im absolutely sure he did more than 35 for every single one. Ah oh yes and during the 20*50 kicking, he did not do kick. Ok well he did kicking for the first 2. Then seeing that he couldnt keep up, he started to swim normally! -.- Okay, and if that wasnt enough, since he couldnt keep up still (amazing) he started doing freestyles and long pulls in the middle of his stroke for every lap. Gah all the while i was in his lane staring at him. Hmph he's desperate or something...
Ah well but then talk about better things! Hmm tomorrow Mr Lam will not be there ^^ Haha he's overseas again, until August 8? Ah so happy =)
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Blinking Black
Ooooh i hav eye bags!!! - i think. I mean im sleeping at 12.30 each night (yest slept at one cos was about to go to sleep then realised i hadnt attended to my experiment ;<) gasp and when one month ago i hadnt slept past 11 each night. Very bad... So anyway handed in my information report today, very very sub-standard piece of work, for me anyway haha. So sad i bet this is going to cancel out all the nice marks i had for the ERPs =( Waaa sigh anyway i couldnt really care about it, thinking more about my bed than anything else ^^ Haha then because of my nocturnal hours, i was exhausted yest at training and couldnt kick a bit! Hmph so im not going today and hopefuuuulllyyy, will sleep early tonight. Yesss ^^
A beautiful angel. God would hand pick you to be
his right hand angel. You are a blessing
beyond blessings. You are kind and helpful
towards everyone and everything. You also have
a smile to lighten up the world. You believe
everything deserves a chance to thrive and live
on to greatness. To you, everything has a
purpose and a way of living and you hold no
grudge against it.
What Type of Angel Will You Be?
I think the quiz results below is rubbish ^^ Im much more like the kill for revenge one xP -pokes-
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
Partridge
Which Equilibrium Character Are You?
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A beautiful angel. God would hand pick you to be
his right hand angel. You are a blessing
beyond blessings. You are kind and helpful
towards everyone and everything. You also have
a smile to lighten up the world. You believe
everything deserves a chance to thrive and live
on to greatness. To you, everything has a
purpose and a way of living and you hold no
grudge against it.
What Type of Angel Will You Be?
I think the quiz results below is rubbish ^^ Im much more like the kill for revenge one xP -pokes-
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
Off the Cliff
Today's training was moderately fun i guess. Haha for the six fly peck and i agreed to sprint 15m then slack the rest. So faarny haha our times were like 42-45? Haha but i did 38 for one so i dont feel so guilty esp. since it seems that evveryone was slacking too. Well back was fun, yup i was practically gli-iding through the water with my nice and slow strokerate and still got like around 40s and peck was fed up. Hehe breast and free were fun esp since got people to slack with me ^^
Haiz then later in the afternoon lunch time i went too sleep cos very sleepy... Then got up ate wads left of the porridge. Seriously, i think my youngest brother's very very greedy. Already he eats as much as me (gasp) more than yang, and still wants more than both of us! Very greedy... Well its his fault his fat. So anyway after eating one whole bowl of porridge, i cooked a bowl of miso soup for my self to eat. Ahh then i ate 1/3 packet of dorritos, then 8 cubes of chocolates. Hmm at this time i was already feeling quite full but strangely i still had this urge to eat more dunno why, knew i shouldnt but i didnt care lol. So then i prepared a bowl of bachelor brand mushroom soup for myself. Ate that, THEN cooked instant noodles for myself -.-" Peck's getting jealous ^^ After that i ate half a packet of those little white ball milk cakes, thankfully my tuition teacher then saved the day by coming, whew.
So all in all today i ate a bowl of miso soup, 1/3 packet of dorritos, 8 cubes of chocolates, a bowl of mushroom soup, one packet of instant noodles, 1/2 packet of little white balls. All in between porridge for lunch, and sheperd's pie for dinner. Gulp, what's this, eating disorder? Sigh...
Gosh yes and peck since u say the songs uve been listening to are very discouragin, let me give u an encouraging song ^^
"Bring It All Back"
Bring it all back now
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Hold on to what you try to be
Your individuality
When the world is on your shoulders
Just smile and let it go
If people try to put you down
Just walk on by don't turn around
You only have to answer to yourself
Don't you know it's true what they say
That life, it ain't easy
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Dream of falling in love
Anything you've been thinking of
When the world seems to get too tough
Bring it all back to you
Na na na na..
Try not to worry 'bout a thing
Enjoy the good times life can bring
Keep it all inside you
Gotta let the feeling show
Imagination is the key'
Cos you are you're own destiny
You never should be lonely
When time is on your side
Don't you know it's true what they say
Things are sent to try you
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Dream of falling in love
Anything you've been thinking of
When the world seems to get too tough
Bring it all back to you
Na na na na..
Don't you know it's true what they say
Things happen for a reason
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Dream of falling in love
Anything you've been thinking of
When the world seems to get too tough
Bring it all back to you
Haiz then later in the afternoon lunch time i went too sleep cos very sleepy... Then got up ate wads left of the porridge. Seriously, i think my youngest brother's very very greedy. Already he eats as much as me (gasp) more than yang, and still wants more than both of us! Very greedy... Well its his fault his fat. So anyway after eating one whole bowl of porridge, i cooked a bowl of miso soup for my self to eat. Ahh then i ate 1/3 packet of dorritos, then 8 cubes of chocolates. Hmm at this time i was already feeling quite full but strangely i still had this urge to eat more dunno why, knew i shouldnt but i didnt care lol. So then i prepared a bowl of bachelor brand mushroom soup for myself. Ate that, THEN cooked instant noodles for myself -.-" Peck's getting jealous ^^ After that i ate half a packet of those little white ball milk cakes, thankfully my tuition teacher then saved the day by coming, whew.
So all in all today i ate a bowl of miso soup, 1/3 packet of dorritos, 8 cubes of chocolates, a bowl of mushroom soup, one packet of instant noodles, 1/2 packet of little white balls. All in between porridge for lunch, and sheperd's pie for dinner. Gulp, what's this, eating disorder? Sigh...
Gosh yes and peck since u say the songs uve been listening to are very discouragin, let me give u an encouraging song ^^
"Bring It All Back"
Bring it all back now
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Hold on to what you try to be
Your individuality
When the world is on your shoulders
Just smile and let it go
If people try to put you down
Just walk on by don't turn around
You only have to answer to yourself
Don't you know it's true what they say
That life, it ain't easy
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Dream of falling in love
Anything you've been thinking of
When the world seems to get too tough
Bring it all back to you
Na na na na..
Try not to worry 'bout a thing
Enjoy the good times life can bring
Keep it all inside you
Gotta let the feeling show
Imagination is the key'
Cos you are you're own destiny
You never should be lonely
When time is on your side
Don't you know it's true what they say
Things are sent to try you
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Dream of falling in love
Anything you've been thinking of
When the world seems to get too tough
Bring it all back to you
Na na na na..
Don't you know it's true what they say
Things happen for a reason
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'
Don't stop, never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you
Dream of falling in love
Anything you've been thinking of
When the world seems to get too tough
Bring it all back to you
Saturday, July 16, 2005
What about me?
This few days have been confusing! Haha for one there's still the maths assignment (due last mon) and the chinese compo (due yesterday) i havent done. And ive been biting my nails over them gahh. So well then we had the topical quiz on fri. Waa i forgot that u cannot leave a fraction with a square root for denominator. ;( Now the highest i can get is 8/10 cos i didnt finish my last question too. Sniff but ah well most others were around there too. So never mind but my other pop quiz i got 8/8 yay! Haha so happy and relieved when i saw some people actually failed. Hmm must pay more attention in class now. So then just started my third RE experiment on thursday xP Very late thankfully mr Lam is going overseas again next week whew. Then ah well today's open house, supposed to help out and sign up for library but i uh didnt. Oops feel very very guilty. Hmm hope the teachers dont notice. Ah well but im really getting to be such a slacker ;(
Hah so anyway, i notice brendan has been like improving alot! Gah no, he can easily pace me for 50 sprints. Though im not a sprinter but still... He makes me sprint just to get the same with him or beat him by a touch! And hes been doing 38s this few days too (feels sick) Oh no thankfully he still cant swim 100s whew, haha at least i can still be better in something ^^ Yes with his kind of stroke rate its no wonder that he cant last a 100. Whew now that ive fitted into the program and school nats is over, i can concentrate on my stroke now. Rachel says i should do fly -_-" Haha ah well, and my brother got 1.08 for his 100 back. Wow and i thought that kat was faster than him. Hmm now he's expected to break the rocord for finals ^^ Gogo! Ah well looks like i will have swim faster and catch up with my brothers. Hmm thankfully i can still say that my studies are better than them. Argh though that may not be true any longer after Yang takes his PSLE. He might be able to better my score ;( Yes i think he might, hes serious in studies, unlike me and he tops the form every year... ;( Haha my parents still do not know which school he should go too. Hmm personally im not sure too, my mother is also asking me to go to ACSi eek. No i dont think i could survive another school change and besides ive already settled into ri. But IB certainly does look attractive...
Hah so anyway, i notice brendan has been like improving alot! Gah no, he can easily pace me for 50 sprints. Though im not a sprinter but still... He makes me sprint just to get the same with him or beat him by a touch! And hes been doing 38s this few days too (feels sick) Oh no thankfully he still cant swim 100s whew, haha at least i can still be better in something ^^ Yes with his kind of stroke rate its no wonder that he cant last a 100. Whew now that ive fitted into the program and school nats is over, i can concentrate on my stroke now. Rachel says i should do fly -_-" Haha ah well, and my brother got 1.08 for his 100 back. Wow and i thought that kat was faster than him. Hmm now he's expected to break the rocord for finals ^^ Gogo! Ah well looks like i will have swim faster and catch up with my brothers. Hmm thankfully i can still say that my studies are better than them. Argh though that may not be true any longer after Yang takes his PSLE. He might be able to better my score ;( Yes i think he might, hes serious in studies, unlike me and he tops the form every year... ;( Haha my parents still do not know which school he should go too. Hmm personally im not sure too, my mother is also asking me to go to ACSi eek. No i dont think i could survive another school change and besides ive already settled into ri. But IB certainly does look attractive...
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Lost
Today came home early from toa payoh. Nothing to do there except read my book, mdm kwek left my swimming shirt in her car. Hmm feel very tired especially thinking about our lit essay tomorrow. I didnt go for the swim team dinner. Ah well i couldnt be bothered anyway. Maybe im just anti social, what, but heck. Lol lang u better not laugh here.
Blanking.
If only the music would start playing.
Blanking.
If only the music would start playing.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
One in a Million
I was listening to One in a Million just now (miss congeniality soundtrack) And ive realised how much ive changed and i wonder. When i was p4-p6 i was very on. So hyped up with everything. I had to be good, and concerned when i was not. Prefect, model student, monitor, NKF student blah blah blah whatever. I was voted for many things ( one im still very happy about was the CLE one where we were to say who u appreciated most at the end of the year and comment, and i got er the most?) Things like that mattered for me then, and my company, i had to be among the "coolest", even if their attitude was not that good. I realise how wrong i was. I voluntered for many stuff, signed up for many things, when i was one of the 12 to be chosen to do Innovative Program (Others do Research Education, yes we had that in primary school) i was excited, everything was a challenge for me. Yes i had to preserve my image and be popular. But at the end of each year, i would realise how tired i was. At p5 i knew the people i hung out with were not very nice acty, too full of themselves etc (like kenneth acty) but they were supposedly "popular" and the people i had always been with for p4 too. But i felt tired with the way they treated people and thankfully in p6 i was given a wonderful class. Thank u Titus, Naomi, Benji! Weixiong, Claire, Jonathan, Chermaine, Joseph and Boo. U guys were great, u were not mean u were nice and we really existed as a class then (with the others of course but u guys were closest to me in our class). Yes we were the so very nicest class with the best teacher and we really cared for each other really well. Go 6L, we rocked!
When i advanced into secondary school, i felt like i had left something baehind. Yes well, it was my desire to be the best, the enthusiam and determination. I stopped voluteering for anything at all, at every chance i had i turned it down. I was very tired. This year i was offered a place in the Hullett Memorial Library exco. I turned it down. I knew it was a mistake but i just couldnt be bothered. They gave me a reward for most commendable librarian anyway, probably cos i did not take it up. Well i dont really care. I stopped really caring about a lot of things a long time ago. I realised i'd left my hope behind. My desire to be the best, to be unique, to be one in a million.
When i heard that song, i felt like laughing and crying at the same time. At myself. Ive given up.
One in a million.
A sign from the sky
Said to me
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
When i advanced into secondary school, i felt like i had left something baehind. Yes well, it was my desire to be the best, the enthusiam and determination. I stopped voluteering for anything at all, at every chance i had i turned it down. I was very tired. This year i was offered a place in the Hullett Memorial Library exco. I turned it down. I knew it was a mistake but i just couldnt be bothered. They gave me a reward for most commendable librarian anyway, probably cos i did not take it up. Well i dont really care. I stopped really caring about a lot of things a long time ago. I realised i'd left my hope behind. My desire to be the best, to be unique, to be one in a million.
When i heard that song, i felt like laughing and crying at the same time. At myself. Ive given up.
One in a million.
A sign from the sky
Said to me
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
Friday, July 08, 2005
Summary
Let's start from my heats! Ah well 29.34 free and 38.14 breast. Not what i had expected at all! And i know myself, i dont set expectations that i cannot meet. In fact many times i actually surprise myself by doing unexpected times. Thus this two times were kind of sad really but i still went for training after that ^^
Slept at 12.30 last night preparing for re.
Ah anyway this morning we played softball in school again. I played outfield and had to run for the ball very far (the other team was very pro haha)... But well in re mr lam told us our results for the electricity experiment wasnt conclusive enough! Oh no, why why why... Hav to do the experiment all over again in my house again...
Ah well was very tired today but i still dragged myself to training. And we were boy girl boy girl boy girl haha. So funny then the weakest link was fun too mayumi and den were beside me and they were fun. Lol mayumi screams oww my arms, then when i look at her she is laughing and pulling back as hard as possible. Lol and when i was trying to pull the circle closer to her so she wont hurt so much... Ah well 30*50 made me feel lethargic. Lang and man sheng, bad influence! Hmph u all so bad haha. I swam free. So anyway did one 30 and one 31. The others all around 34-39... Lol not bad for some people (old ladies club xP) but for me i guess its really bad. But guess what! The last one i did 28.68! 28.68! Haha so good! ^^ But man sheng helped me he sprinted too and did like 29.3 i think. Thanks man sheng!
Hehe but then after training well jaan scolded man sheng, ben ho, ben goh, ser zheng, kit lu, yan ling and me. Ah well he told us we were swimming too slow and said he wont hold a grudge tomorrow! Hello! You hold a grudge when someone swims slow?? WTF! This is like one of the first times i slack and u have to scold me. Well i bet ur gonna hold a bloddy grudge! Wah i feel very sad. Very very sad.
Ah well so disppointed raised my voice at my bro on the phone cos he was being impudent and wouldnt let me speak to my mother after training. But i couldnt really lace my voice with as much contempt (i really can!) as could. Maybe cos half of me wanted to break down and cry at the same time...
Slept at 12.30 last night preparing for re.
Ah anyway this morning we played softball in school again. I played outfield and had to run for the ball very far (the other team was very pro haha)... But well in re mr lam told us our results for the electricity experiment wasnt conclusive enough! Oh no, why why why... Hav to do the experiment all over again in my house again...
Ah well was very tired today but i still dragged myself to training. And we were boy girl boy girl boy girl haha. So funny then the weakest link was fun too mayumi and den were beside me and they were fun. Lol mayumi screams oww my arms, then when i look at her she is laughing and pulling back as hard as possible. Lol and when i was trying to pull the circle closer to her so she wont hurt so much... Ah well 30*50 made me feel lethargic. Lang and man sheng, bad influence! Hmph u all so bad haha. I swam free. So anyway did one 30 and one 31. The others all around 34-39... Lol not bad for some people (old ladies club xP) but for me i guess its really bad. But guess what! The last one i did 28.68! 28.68! Haha so good! ^^ But man sheng helped me he sprinted too and did like 29.3 i think. Thanks man sheng!
Hehe but then after training well jaan scolded man sheng, ben ho, ben goh, ser zheng, kit lu, yan ling and me. Ah well he told us we were swimming too slow and said he wont hold a grudge tomorrow! Hello! You hold a grudge when someone swims slow?? WTF! This is like one of the first times i slack and u have to scold me. Well i bet ur gonna hold a bloddy grudge! Wah i feel very sad. Very very sad.
Ah well so disppointed raised my voice at my bro on the phone cos he was being impudent and wouldnt let me speak to my mother after training. But i couldnt really lace my voice with as much contempt (i really can!) as could. Maybe cos half of me wanted to break down and cry at the same time...
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Start of the Gun
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Title
Ah sometimes especially when i write really really long posts, they just cut of halfway!! Hmph happened for the last one anyway. Bleah so i ate there today and rachel yeo gave me a lot of sweets ^^ Hehe shes like santa claus or something. Ah well today was fun i must admit, um did .28, .26, .25, .26, .27, .26, mm for my hundred breaststroke. Um not actually the best but haha it's not everyday that i do this. Bloop! Ah my net typing speed is 45 wpm; i think that's pretty slow though, some guy in my class did 86 wpm -.-" Freaky... Ah well we're doing drums on the keyboard in school now! Fun i realise that i can just anyhow combine any beats and they sound nice anyhow haha lol.
Was talking to t-yunn the other day about my jc subjects and ive decided i want med faculty! Ah well hope it doesnt depend on my GPA anyway cos i think ive done rather badly for my sciences and better for my humans, gulp. So anyway i still dunno which subjects to choose though, still very long way to go, but i want med scholarship! Andrew so smart, then he also get ns disruption so dont need stay in ns liao! I want!!
Oh school nats next week, i seriously doubt i can get into finals though, sigh... I get kicked out of every event i want... and the next. xP Ah not so bad lah but still i really wanted those events... Ahna wish i had straight finals like those in the old ladies' club have ^^ Haha i gave them the name myself, i think they like it xP Well... So good luck for school nationals people.
Was talking to t-yunn the other day about my jc subjects and ive decided i want med faculty! Ah well hope it doesnt depend on my GPA anyway cos i think ive done rather badly for my sciences and better for my humans, gulp. So anyway i still dunno which subjects to choose though, still very long way to go, but i want med scholarship! Andrew so smart, then he also get ns disruption so dont need stay in ns liao! I want!!
Oh school nats next week, i seriously doubt i can get into finals though, sigh... I get kicked out of every event i want... and the next. xP Ah not so bad lah but still i really wanted those events... Ahna wish i had straight finals like those in the old ladies' club have ^^ Haha i gave them the name myself, i think they like it xP Well... So good luck for school nationals people.
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