COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER

They are leaving in two days and im feeling quite sad ): haha you all will be having soo much fun there! gahh and i'll be super bored here with totally nothing to do except swim and who to go out with! nvm peck and i will train hard together :D aiya trainings will be so tough now. I always end up slacking when im under zhang jiao lian or uncle leonard -.- Sheesh must ask them to stop me. Anywayy ive been swimming horribly ah so i hope uncle leonard can correct me (: yes i will ask him to help me. Ah well.


Oh and tian jiao lian's stroke is so nice (y) much better than mine =/ but my strokes are quite hopeless la so it's no big deal. Ahhh cip duty with naomi at marine parade library on friday :D dunno how it'll go but i hope it will be fun! Then if it is i can do with naomi and ahgong again. AH WELL IT'S GONNA BE SO BORING HERE RACHEL GOH YOU BETTER BAKE ME MY COOKIES NOW. ahhh hopeless.


Oh and you know there are just some songs in life that just... have special meaning to you or just stir some feelings? Haha i enjoy listening to such songs. One of them is vois sur ton chemin. I dont know why, but everytime i listen to it, i just feel uh... weird and like i feel funny. And sometimes i feel like soaring, and sometimes i feel mysterious and small, and sometimes i feel.. i dunno. Another one is a christian song! Testify to Love, it can just make me cry la. Lawl but i wont tell you my last song :P It's personal yeah. I think all of us have personal songs which will have special meanings for us for years.

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Im quite happy (: holidays are here, though really compared to primary schooldays they're much busier. But then there's 9 weeks! YAY. Yesterday went back to tao nan carnival. It was boring bleargh. haha okay maybe if you had cancelled out the masses, the throngs of people there, it would have been okay. Seriously the crowd was, WTH? Haha imagine tao nan having such a thing! Well everyone looked very happy :D And i saw cai lao shi! And mrs tan's baby. The night before i was talking to cai lao shi on the phone for like 50 min. It's quite weird to be talking to your old teacher like that actually, i was bored and so i decided to call her (:


That carnival made me so hot and tired. But after that i went to watch rafflesian spotlight with ahgong. Haha i didnt know what to wear so i wore the william tan tee and pe pants. I still looked cool yes. Anyway everyone wore so nice! And so many girls went (sorry naomi =x) haha and quite... scandalous. And i really really love the atmosphere. it was like a very relaxed rowdy/fun one. Like things we would never dare do in front of teachers, i think also the lt would have acted in a different way without half of it being filled with the opposite sex.


Anyway yes the performances were all damn fun. I would totally go for such a thing again, if just to experience that kind of atmosphere again. FUN :D (Lang if you're seeing this, you were so stone! Zzzz but your drummer was fun! Is he the one sharing a blog with you?) Right before the squirrels on probation, i was telling ahgong that i hoped there would be a comedy group this year. AND what do you know! The next one WASNT. HAHAHA but squirrels on probation were supposed to be like a song group, but somehow everyone started laughing at them -.-" Okay it was really totally retarded, i think everyone totally laughed at them more than we did at the comedy group. Their drummer was gongong, and the LEAD SINGER. Omg hahahahaha. It's just... gayly retarded. haha especially when he closes his eyes and tries to sing so seriously, you just have to laugh. And when he does the CATWALK :D omg hahaha the audience was laughing so badly i think the guitarists were kinda afraid. haha people dont usually laugh and point at rock groups like laughing at comedies.


And i think the Boyah's won because of one person! He can act or whatever really well. haha the attitude and personality is just... appealling? I think half the girls in the LT secretly had a crush on him :P Lawl poor yuezheng's group didn't win anything but honestly the scouts should learn a new dance! (dont hit me!) but something like hip hop or belly dancing would be nice yes.


Went training today and ahhh im just so slow. Rachel yeo if you read this does your father want me to email him or something? Oh im ushering tomorrow for sec 4s grad night. Wait actually morning. Whatever. But it's so boring please why do i have do go. pshh.

Okay so im blogging again. Lawl anyway i realised that this year has been such a topsy turvy year full of twists and turns =/ haha everything i thought was secured and i could get 4.0 for in sem 1, and everything i thought were definitely no way, are all erm... i dont know lawl just totally switched around. I guess i did okay this CTs, on the whole quite well above average i think :D but ahhh i dont know i just screwed too many things up this year. Including some of the cts. Sheesh i cant believe i didnt read the question properly for ss (i didn't even answer the question!) lawl. Okay stupidity but this year's all done.


I really only started getting serious when jiajia told me in term 4 that he wanted to take 2 H3. ! hello 3.8 and hello muggerdom. sheesh a bit too late to tell me that. but i should make it! i hope at least with next year. ahhh. but im quite sad that my ss 89 in sem 1 is now 78. ^%&*


And now when i need to get started on swimming well, i have lymph node infection. ahhh totally sucks.