OBS. omg i hatehate it. I haaate camps. Outdoor camping's horrid. I still remember those A huts -shiver- I do hope in OBS we dont have to sleep in tents hmm. Imagine how cramp it'll be! Sigh.
Haven't done my SMP, shucks have to hand up on wednesday. And tomorrow we're getting back some of our exam scripts (i think) -hyperventilates- Gasp peck wish me luck again! Oh no, better bring that electric heart startup thingy there. Just in case. Hope i dont start feeling all miserable again and all.
And we had the talk on our course options again today! Now i feel even worse. Apparently, you need a GPA of 3.8 and above to be able to take two H3 subjects in JC! Wow. That is waaaaay too impossible for me. Seeing that only 39% of the GE people got 3.6 and above for semester 1, i think that it is waaaaaay too impossible for most of us. =) Darn ok fine now it will be waaaaaay too impossible for me to take medicene, no need to say get a bloody scholarship. Haha and why are these things so complicated. All about KI better than blah, Chinese results must do well, our GPAs from here counted, whatever H123 subjects. Sigh and what do they do at sec 4? Cause isnt there a difference between RG, RI, express and gep? So how do they judge? Hmmm. I feel depressed. Perhaps should have stayed in water polo after all, there i can at least get achievement points for whatever silver for inter school =( and say i am an all rounder. Here i might as well not be in swimming or any CCA for all my records show -.-" Pitiful sniff really pathetic. Sigh but nvm, wait till my As! Maybe i'll whip out something great and see ^^ (if only) ;_; i want to take 2 H3 subjects now ;_; Hehe but they're reserved for all the smart and hardworking people only i guess.
I love getting exam papers back. Even though i may know i did not do well, i still love getting them back and looking at them. and feeling bad later. Kind of like math, when i was pro at it, when i was middling at it, and when i suck at it (like now), i still always loved it ^^