COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER

Everything just collapsed around me today. All i lied to myself about, reassured myself, tried to believe, tried to dismiss and push away; it all came crashing down. I know im not perfect, but why? It's something that's always been part of my life. I hate you (all)? I hate me. Whywhywhy. Why is this me? Why am i a loser. Why can't i just ____. Why did it have to happen like this. Now i can't pretend to hide anymore.

I feel so tired. Oh god...



But i agree, he couldn't hav picked a much better thing to make me see than that.