COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER

I hate myself. Haha yes. I flunked math. Though the paper was easy. Alright out of the 11 marks i lost 5 marks was the question i left blank ---> i drew it out and went algebra! Then blah blah which side and all that then subs but then i thought. Hey i can't do this, i'll probably do it halfway then get stuck. So i left it. Omg 5 marks translates to 2% of my TOTAL year. F. Hell i think im gonna get a 3.2 anyway. And everything else 3.6 except for hist which i may get 4.0. and if that happens, i'll get my overall 3.6. yay.

Omg i try to tell myself. Hey exams are over! Be happy, u tried ur best! Haha that's what i tell people (right naomi). But i still feel horribly sad and depressed. Cos well i'd be lying to myself if i say i did my best. Well i certainly could have at least STUDIED for math, no need to say practice. And i could have done that question if i had just attempted it. I am so tired now. There's this weight that just won't go away no matter how much i try to smile.

It's such a nice thing to just stay back after school and sit in the empty classroom (aircon yeah!) and think about anything, everything and nothing. It's nice to be alone (for an hour!) or nice to talk to one or two others alone. >.< Hehe i did that today, just sat in class and thought about well everything but mainly school. You can screamshoutkickcrystonepunchtearcutsayfuckthinkquietlystudy and you would be alone in the peaceful quiet of the empty class. (though people usually stay back too to study and all) For about an hour then kartik and porry came in and we talked about school.

I love 2J. Everything about 2J. I dont wanna split up. 2J we rock. Hoho most of us taking geog next year. But why? Geog is not a very nice subject heh xP We are a decent class, we rock our scores, we rock well in balance. We have all kinds of people (quoted from LYS) and hey, we had a lot of fun this year.

RGS girls gogo! You still have exaaams xP Go rock the papers and get good marks. (hey naomi and chermy dont worry u are both the smartiest pants, shooom just cruise through and sleep early! white hair)