COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER

Stupid schoolwork is killing me! And stupid training. Argh i am SUPER unfit. And something's horribly wrong with my strokes, esp free. Shit i have such an awkward and jerky freestyle stroke now when i try to go moderately fast, and you know for me that is not a very fast pace at all =( Ah and today for the im i was dying right from the start. Lol my body was like, erm you know that super weak state, where you cant sprint, cos if you try to sprint, or pull hard, your arms will not hold and will turn sideways. That's what happened to me for the fly, my arms were too tired to pull and kept on turning sideways halfway. Argh and it didnt help that rachel goh almost killed me right from the start by super sprinting at the beginning. I was feeling a little annoyed and didnt want to give in to her so i sprinted and kept ahead. Silly me. Ah well.

I just hope i can get my fitness back soon. But i know the amount and quality of training i put in isnt very satisfactory -.- Holidays are so much easier. And i can't go for morning trainings! Cos my brother's form teacher (he's very weird) read his form, and said that he can't skip assembly. A COE swimmer from his class also got scolded for missing assembly due to training =.= DUMB.

Ah well but now i must go study for my physics test tomorrow! Eep it's so difficult, so many things to memorise and i think i would fail a stupid graph if there is one =( School is HELL! I just wanna get life over with and retire.