COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER

NO BIO TEST TODAY. Whew mr law postphoned it YET AGAIN. But i isnt a good thing though >.< Next week got 6 tests liao. All not small things. ARGH and the french people have 7! Haha so poor thing. And so many things to pass up and do, week 10 is gonna be a killer! We will DIE.

My swimming is so horribly slow. My breaststroke is wonderfully lopsided, my free is still going oh so slow while all the others are going my pb for training everytime. And howe did a 59 sec for 100! Omg haha that's so good! When will it be my turn? =( And oreo says my wound on my hand will scar! NOOOOOOOO.

And you asked me why i dont like you. Haha sometimes things are not what they seem, and that is my fault. I am destroying my life, and i just sit by doing nothing. I know i shouldn't act as if i do not care at all, be as cold as i am, and give you the impression that i hate you. But i cant help it im so sorry; sorry to myself, sorry to you that we cant be friends and you cant know me. You and all.






And here's something taken from andrea's blog that i think is quite true.

"sometimes i forget how blessed i am.was just watching homerun- even a pair of shoes are that impt. shoes protect your feet. like mr tan said, shoes protect you from getting tapeworm larvae crawling into your skin and other dangers. but because shoes are so much more affordable, i sometimes fail to see their intrinsic worth.

i learnt how to trust myself.when i doubt something that i've been told, i shld always turn to people who are more experienced for help.

i realised how selfish we humans can get.from the simplest thing like thinking about how worthless you are to endangering yourself uneccessarily to complaining and pulling a long face.it's selfish if you think you're worthless and no one cares about you cos people do. but how many times have i thought that? how many times do people think that again and again? it isn't fair to those who care. that's why it's selfish to endanger yourself uneccessarily, becuase you wld only be hurting them. we affect one another whether we like it or not. why pull a long face and make someone unhappy when you could be smiling and making them happy instead?

i learnt how to be aware of others.how painful it is when others are not sensitive to you. that i should include everyone, and take the initiative to include someone whom i see being left out.unity is not about holding hands, linking arms, hugging. unity is not merely physical, in fact physical unity is nothing; it's superficial. bondedness is so much more than that. it's the strong feelings of love you have for another, the willingness to help another and show compassion. it's the underlying and invisible connection that bonds people together.

i saw how there are very different facades to people.some whom i've misunderstood and wrongly misjudged [i owe these people and apology], and others whom i thought so highly of at first and failed to see their weaknesses; only to feel disappointment in them.

happiness is easy; contentment is not.adjusting is easy; accepting is not."