COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER
Monday, April 17, 2006
when will my reflection show who i am inside
The dances were VERY FUNNY. Haha yes and our little girls were being very brave for their ages but i didnt really find kenneth and ms funny -.- till i saw tammie and then i started laughing horribly too. xP dont worry girls i laughed worse for the toast. I LOVED IT. hahahha. AND MACHO MACHO MACHO MAN HAHAHAHA. But i wasnt quite happy with the dinner overall cause well it was my first time not sitting at a full table with all the others yeah and i dont really like it but i dont really mind cause i know it will be bad to sit with ms and anyway it will be just as boring, those being the people i dont really talk to =/ But still i didnt feel happy. Yo elite girls i know you all have too many people too for 1 table so gala want to sit with half a table of boys? haha i have a feeling my brother might not sit with me anymore too =( too bad everybody loves ms. fuck him
Swimmers are really poser and badboys hor haha. Tammie we must collect my debt! But ahahaha you're damn responsible and nice YAY SUMO!
on a online personality quiz i came across this question. "do unto others... what you can't do for yourself." Then i really felt like crying. After all these stress and disappointments and conflicts. All the things i cannot change, i am helpless about to leave me in such a pathetic state. I can help others with some of them, and it makes me feel so bad cos im sorry i cant do these things for myself, but i can only do them to others and make their lives better and happier. Im so selfish i feel horrible but i want to change how screwed up and sad my life has become as well. Im tired of waiting and tired of being sad, tired of not being able to make my life happier.
why has it got this way? up and down over the waves now we are at the bottom. i dont know if i can ever make it better, perhaps i just have to wait for someone to do for me what they cant do for themselves.
But please can't you see im trying. At least for this. in short, im tired tired tired of being a failure at social life. tired of trying and failing too.
You must be honoured you're making me feel so confused and unhappy. it's a joke the way i can be so at the losing end of this deal. But hell i cant do anything just stop making me smile so much so i can hate you properly. amazing how a single person can make your whole life go wrong.
sorry if i didnt seem to happy during asean cup, but then it's easy to sympathise with others, but hard to share in their joy. sorry im so selfish but it's difficult not to feel sad especially when everything's going wrong for you and right for them.
Let's get down to business
To defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters
When I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch
I ever met
But you can bet
Before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man
out of you
Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
you are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale
pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man
out of you
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
could I make a manout of you?
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the Coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the stength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
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