COS' WE ARE WINNERS FOREVER
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
are we going to keep it strong
When you think you have lots of friends. but you still feel alone. No one to talk to? Look again. Maybe you are alone.
You think you are popular. But if you find yourself following after others just sticking about with the group. You follow where they go. Sorry think again. You're just a loser.
Sitting on the swing. Going up and down. Feeling pain and tired only, when you remember you should be feeling happy. Feel like throwing your head back and crying and shouting out a song. A song 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I CAUGHT THE STARS! finally you feel happy and tired because of it.
When you know you do not hate the person/s. total opposite. But you cant help but destroy what could have been. Distance yourself and put miles and miles in between. Think again and maybe you find it was because you were scared of rejection. Again and again.
If he did not do what you think he would do. Does your hurt turn to hate? What is wrong. I think im an S personality. Sorry i cant.
You think everything is going right. Everything is fine. You think you are showing a cool, reserved front. Look in the mirror. Maybe you're just being a loner. Perhaps you dont know what they think of you. Perhaps you just wish you knew them/you/us/whatever.
I am profiled an I personality. I think i was. Now im just too tired. Tired to try. Tired to be. Being I is tiring. Tiring to suppress and show and suppress and show again. Are we too shy? Why must we suppress it. Are we afraid of what they might think? Do we know them yet?
Are you trying hard? Slack some sprint some. Let's come in first. The last set only. Too bad you still cant beat me. THINK AGAIN COS YOU HAVE NOTHING ON ME.
Am i abusing the water? Do i only slack when you dont give me my times? Were we supposed to slack the first few and only sprint the last three? Never think that i cant do it or it was difficult. It is never difficult. It was never a problem. Just whether i felt like. Stop being a loser and maybe you will see. Why else do i give you attitude. THINKTHINKTHINK.
When you are in front of your locker. The lights are not all on. The shadows lie across your locker, the fan is spinning. In the background a person is talking loudly to his friend. Start to sing a song. "im blue. im going crazy how 'bout you?" maybe you're going crazy cos you switched lonely for crazy.
Nightime is such a nice time for thinking. Going through the bright porch with everyone waiting for their rides home. Feel out of place? Everywhere.
I think im going crazy.
You think you are popular. But if you find yourself following after others just sticking about with the group. You follow where they go. Sorry think again. You're just a loser.
Sitting on the swing. Going up and down. Feeling pain and tired only, when you remember you should be feeling happy. Feel like throwing your head back and crying and shouting out a song. A song 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I CAUGHT THE STARS! finally you feel happy and tired because of it.
When you know you do not hate the person/s. total opposite. But you cant help but destroy what could have been. Distance yourself and put miles and miles in between. Think again and maybe you find it was because you were scared of rejection. Again and again.
If he did not do what you think he would do. Does your hurt turn to hate? What is wrong. I think im an S personality. Sorry i cant.
You think everything is going right. Everything is fine. You think you are showing a cool, reserved front. Look in the mirror. Maybe you're just being a loner. Perhaps you dont know what they think of you. Perhaps you just wish you knew them/you/us/whatever.
I am profiled an I personality. I think i was. Now im just too tired. Tired to try. Tired to be. Being I is tiring. Tiring to suppress and show and suppress and show again. Are we too shy? Why must we suppress it. Are we afraid of what they might think? Do we know them yet?
Are you trying hard? Slack some sprint some. Let's come in first. The last set only. Too bad you still cant beat me. THINK AGAIN COS YOU HAVE NOTHING ON ME.
Am i abusing the water? Do i only slack when you dont give me my times? Were we supposed to slack the first few and only sprint the last three? Never think that i cant do it or it was difficult. It is never difficult. It was never a problem. Just whether i felt like. Stop being a loser and maybe you will see. Why else do i give you attitude. THINKTHINKTHINK.
When you are in front of your locker. The lights are not all on. The shadows lie across your locker, the fan is spinning. In the background a person is talking loudly to his friend. Start to sing a song. "im blue. im going crazy how 'bout you?" maybe you're going crazy cos you switched lonely for crazy.
Nightime is such a nice time for thinking. Going through the bright porch with everyone waiting for their rides home. Feel out of place? Everywhere.
I think im going crazy.
posted by yao. # 9:17 PM 
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