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Thursday, September 28, 2006
i regret
you made me sad all over again
i regret... what?
Not swimming again today. Sheesh la i am really super unfit but then, pe tmr! Just that the $%*& debate's tmr also. Im really scared shitless ):
i regret... what?
Not swimming again today. Sheesh la i am really super unfit but then, pe tmr! Just that the $%*& debate's tmr also. Im really scared shitless ):
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
cry later
In three four strokes, my entire gpa is being screwed upside down a million times over. But then I wont cry again until it's all over. THREE MORE WEEKS AND THEN WE CAN DIE.
But i wont die now.
No matter how hard it is, we can only try harder now. CTs i will do my bestest yeah.
Start now. and die later
But i wont die now.
No matter how hard it is, we can only try harder now. CTs i will do my bestest yeah.
Start now. and die later
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Look at me, you may think you see who I really am, but you'll never know me. Everyday, it's as if I play a part. Now I see, if I wear a mask, I can fool the world, but I cannot fool my heart.
Yay 3 tests last week. 3 more this week. Lawl thankfully physics has been postponed. Grr i am feelign absolutely lazy now, and sucker singapore idols is on. hohoho. I found out that absolutely gorging myself on snickers, cadbury, icecream and sweets isnt very good! It'll make me feel even more lethargic. Lawl.
And everytime before training, i am an absolute sucker. I prefer to lie on my bed and convince myself that im tired and it wont be a problem to skip ANOTHER session. But everytime after training i feel happy and satisfied :D Oh i dont feel good even during training. I just feel tired and sorry for myself. ah well so it's a matter of getting myself on the way to training and through the training (: yuck.
School is stress! But i better enjoy it while we are still far from the cts. Whew let's watch singapore idol now! Yay.
Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Must there be a secret me? I'm forced to hide, I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time. Somehow, I will show the world what's inside my heart, and be loved for who I am.
Yay 3 tests last week. 3 more this week. Lawl thankfully physics has been postponed. Grr i am feelign absolutely lazy now, and sucker singapore idols is on. hohoho. I found out that absolutely gorging myself on snickers, cadbury, icecream and sweets isnt very good! It'll make me feel even more lethargic. Lawl.
And everytime before training, i am an absolute sucker. I prefer to lie on my bed and convince myself that im tired and it wont be a problem to skip ANOTHER session. But everytime after training i feel happy and satisfied :D Oh i dont feel good even during training. I just feel tired and sorry for myself. ah well so it's a matter of getting myself on the way to training and through the training (: yuck.
School is stress! But i better enjoy it while we are still far from the cts. Whew let's watch singapore idol now! Yay.
Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Must there be a secret me? I'm forced to hide, I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time. Somehow, I will show the world what's inside my heart, and be loved for who I am.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
sigh
School is stupid shit. Sigh so much work, so many tests. And as it turns out, hard work equals good results. Sheesh for our super duper big ss pt we I totally flunked it and since wei tsi is in my group %$^&. But it wasnt like i put in any less effort in this -.- And i bloody thought anticipated questions could be answered and the answers imply what anticipated question it is. Bloody one page limit. Ah well 4.0 to 3.6. But i think i can still make it because of my 89 for sem 1 (though kena sai this pt is like 30% of the year) but i think i just made wei tsi die =/ ahhh wei tsi im so sorry! I feel damn bad now =x AHHHH now i have to get 87.5 for ss and 85 for hist CT. -.-" Omg help. Im damn pissed.
Shit i my other subjects are slipping also! I think. Except math. lawl if i continue to do well math will go from 2.8 -- 3.6 and since it's double weightage, yay! Pleasepleaseplease dont let me slip. I must pull up my chem and bio to maintain my 4.0s. English is a bugger! Shit why wasnt my forum letter published. Stupid ST, though i admit it was sloppily done. omg my english pleaseplease not lower than 80 ahhh. %*&# i hope ERP is a huge percentage :D And now i have to do well for the debates.
Why so stress.. Everything needs to be pulled up and trying very hard to maintain. Even chinese, still doing well in tests but flunking the every day lijiewenda and zhonghetiankongs and essays. Those that i thought were guarantees are proving to be hard to maintain now (OKAY STUPID SS PT STUPID RUBRICS WHATEVER I DID IT WELL OKAY). Shit now how? One good thing came out of this shocker ss pt. Hibernation MUGGER MODE NOW. OH YEAH.
I feel like breaking something. And dancing yeah.
On the other hand, what happens when the teacher is not in class? :D
Shit i my other subjects are slipping also! I think. Except math. lawl if i continue to do well math will go from 2.8 -- 3.6 and since it's double weightage, yay! Pleasepleaseplease dont let me slip. I must pull up my chem and bio to maintain my 4.0s. English is a bugger! Shit why wasnt my forum letter published. Stupid ST, though i admit it was sloppily done. omg my english pleaseplease not lower than 80 ahhh. %*&# i hope ERP is a huge percentage :D And now i have to do well for the debates.
Why so stress.. Everything needs to be pulled up and trying very hard to maintain. Even chinese, still doing well in tests but flunking the every day lijiewenda and zhonghetiankongs and essays. Those that i thought were guarantees are proving to be hard to maintain now (OKAY STUPID SS PT STUPID RUBRICS WHATEVER I DID IT WELL OKAY). Shit now how? One good thing came out of this shocker ss pt. Hibernation MUGGER MODE NOW. OH YEAH.
I feel like breaking something. And dancing yeah.
On the other hand, what happens when the teacher is not in class? :D
.... i see :D
I WANT TO GROW UP AND RETIRE RIGHT NOW. NOW!
Monday, September 18, 2006
Start of the week.
Exams are coming but how do they expect us to study when they give us so much to do! Ahhh.
Exams are coming but how do they expect us to study when they give us so much to do! Ahhh.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
no offense
:D And i slept like 5 hours today in the afternoon. Oucch im really becoming such a pig ): Ahhh and i had forgotten no training this saturday and sunday. Haha tmr's friday! WHOOO i happy (:
On the other hand, i got 95% for our super huge history pt. Which is very good i guess. Though qianwei beat me hmph. Aiya but then i think some/one/whatever people not happy. What to do =/ Ah i just hope he doesnt do anything which will make me despise him. Anywayy i think becoming more serious about schoolwork (albeit subconsciously and not METACOGNITION xD) really gives better grades. uh like duh. But then when i recieve papers now, i dont really look forward to them, or as excited as i would have been before. Haha maybe cos you would be disappointed if you did totally badly? I wasnt really disappointed before cos i knew i hardly put in any effort (: Though i admit still extremely slack on the whole heh.
But whatever. Im still far from muggerdom and the likes of such great muggers as the aunties in our club and samuel lim aka princess diaries. And let's keep it that way :D Till A levels then uh huh.
OH and Asean midget actually has heats and finals. YOU BLOODY KNOW WHAT? I might actually die of laughter. Hahaha please they like place more emphasis and attention on midget then the asean cup? LIke hell. They even have carnival wtf. Idiots. IDIOTS.
Aaand (i know lah complain king hoho) i think time trials for queensland should have qualifying times. Honestly lah it isnt a fricking party or a bloody competition. It's a time trial to get into a difficult meet. Like hell i hear some of the people going and wtf it isnt a picnic outing. You'll just make the whole thing lag and dumb. Make there be qualifying times to go to the time trial lah, if you havent a hope in the world of getting in in the first place, dont go lah please. [edit] And it isnt a competition and free time trial (okay perhaps it is. but you know!) have some courtesy and common sense.
Stupid peoples
On the other hand, i got 95% for our super huge history pt. Which is very good i guess. Though qianwei beat me hmph. Aiya but then i think some/one/whatever people not happy. What to do =/ Ah i just hope he doesnt do anything which will make me despise him. Anywayy i think becoming more serious about schoolwork (albeit subconsciously and not METACOGNITION xD) really gives better grades. uh like duh. But then when i recieve papers now, i dont really look forward to them, or as excited as i would have been before. Haha maybe cos you would be disappointed if you did totally badly? I wasnt really disappointed before cos i knew i hardly put in any effort (: Though i admit still extremely slack on the whole heh.
But whatever. Im still far from muggerdom and the likes of such great muggers as the aunties in our club and samuel lim aka princess diaries. And let's keep it that way :D Till A levels then uh huh.
OH and Asean midget actually has heats and finals. YOU BLOODY KNOW WHAT? I might actually die of laughter. Hahaha please they like place more emphasis and attention on midget then the asean cup? LIke hell. They even have carnival wtf. Idiots. IDIOTS.
Aaand (i know lah complain king hoho) i think time trials for queensland should have qualifying times. Honestly lah it isnt a fricking party or a bloody competition. It's a time trial to get into a difficult meet. Like hell i hear some of the people going and wtf it isnt a picnic outing. You'll just make the whole thing lag and dumb. Make there be qualifying times to go to the time trial lah, if you havent a hope in the world of getting in in the first place, dont go lah please. [edit] And it isnt a competition and free time trial (okay perhaps it is. but you know!) have some courtesy and common sense.
Stupid peoples
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
dragon lady
Since im feeling happy and free today, i will blog. Yay! Lawl do people still come to visit my blog? I know at least im getting more hits than the ssc blog lar -.- pathetic. Go here --> http://ssc-elite.blogspot.com Yay!
Anyway yesterday was the ambassador series talk by the china ambassador. I am ashamed to say i fell asleep ): Kinda cos i know i was still conscious of things and i was thinking very randomly about stuff the way dreams? sometimes do. And i could hear if not listen to the talk. But i was still closing my eyes and kinda uh... zoning out. Give me another 1 minute and i would have fallen off my seat. Acty no la a very comfortable way of sleeping in LTs is to prop your head up with your hands on your chin. Just that your closed eyes are exposed to the teachers. But the ambassador seems very nice. Haha yes we are the smartest and the brightest in singapore :D
But lawl you know before that we were sitting in the junior block atrium in our classes, and in the class next to us, there were two people talking. One guy was looking at and kinda flexing his arms and the other guy saw, and commented "nice veins". Omg PUKE i hear already dont know whether to laugh or to puke. Then he started flexing his arm and looking at it. Sadly for him, he had no veins, i think he was disappointed. Haha now i laugh. lawl weird.
Stupid chinese cct tmr. Ahhh and it isnt like tian xie han zi or whatever so i cant mug for it ): And stupid zhong he tian kong. Omg you know ive failed most of my zhong he tian kongs this year! Scary i really hope i do well tmr. Lawl i dont think my gpa's low enough to be in danger of dropping to 3.2, but then i think 35%? of CA is all the compres, compos and zhonghetiankongs we have done. Eeep esp since i dont do well for compos and zhonghetiankongs. MORE muggable things! Lawl.
I dont think there is much work left right (: At least not the mad rush we had last term. Yeahhh cant wait for holidays. But before that, cts! Yayy mugga mugga. I dont like mugging, but i do it so little it's kind of interesting once you get down to it. Like after reading your notes and mugging, you realise you finally understand what your teacher has been talking about all those times in classes! Haha no lah that only happens in bio, chem and math. :D But then i hope i will finally start mugging earlier ): Must score yay! Overall gpa jump by 0.2 okay. I must. Though really i admit the last physics group pt's standard was quite bad i think. Haha i know i did quite okay for my part but i was too tired to check the other people's parts lawl. Esp boo who did without his rubrics -.-"
And i realise i really dont know how i stand in class. I dont know what they think of me, like me or not. It's so weird cos when i think about it, i really am not sure of what my friends think of me. Haha no acty i know what my ex 2J classmates think of me. But i absolutely have no clue in this class. Lawl they dont act like one thing or another xD
Anyway yesterday was the ambassador series talk by the china ambassador. I am ashamed to say i fell asleep ): Kinda cos i know i was still conscious of things and i was thinking very randomly about stuff the way dreams? sometimes do. And i could hear if not listen to the talk. But i was still closing my eyes and kinda uh... zoning out. Give me another 1 minute and i would have fallen off my seat. Acty no la a very comfortable way of sleeping in LTs is to prop your head up with your hands on your chin. Just that your closed eyes are exposed to the teachers. But the ambassador seems very nice. Haha yes we are the smartest and the brightest in singapore :D
But lawl you know before that we were sitting in the junior block atrium in our classes, and in the class next to us, there were two people talking. One guy was looking at and kinda flexing his arms and the other guy saw, and commented "nice veins". Omg PUKE i hear already dont know whether to laugh or to puke. Then he started flexing his arm and looking at it. Sadly for him, he had no veins, i think he was disappointed. Haha now i laugh. lawl weird.
Stupid chinese cct tmr. Ahhh and it isnt like tian xie han zi or whatever so i cant mug for it ): And stupid zhong he tian kong. Omg you know ive failed most of my zhong he tian kongs this year! Scary i really hope i do well tmr. Lawl i dont think my gpa's low enough to be in danger of dropping to 3.2, but then i think 35%? of CA is all the compres, compos and zhonghetiankongs we have done. Eeep esp since i dont do well for compos and zhonghetiankongs. MORE muggable things! Lawl.
I dont think there is much work left right (: At least not the mad rush we had last term. Yeahhh cant wait for holidays. But before that, cts! Yayy mugga mugga. I dont like mugging, but i do it so little it's kind of interesting once you get down to it. Like after reading your notes and mugging, you realise you finally understand what your teacher has been talking about all those times in classes! Haha no lah that only happens in bio, chem and math. :D But then i hope i will finally start mugging earlier ): Must score yay! Overall gpa jump by 0.2 okay. I must. Though really i admit the last physics group pt's standard was quite bad i think. Haha i know i did quite okay for my part but i was too tired to check the other people's parts lawl. Esp boo who did without his rubrics -.-"
And i realise i really dont know how i stand in class. I dont know what they think of me, like me or not. It's so weird cos when i think about it, i really am not sure of what my friends think of me. Haha no acty i know what my ex 2J classmates think of me. But i absolutely have no clue in this class. Lawl they dont act like one thing or another xD
Monday, September 11, 2006
lalas
insidiously addictive.
school is AHHHHH. We got back a lot of tests today and though i didnt do very badly, i didnt do very well either. Eeep since when did i become such a geek for marks. And omg another full lesson day tmr. argh. I just hope ms chew doesnt come again :D haha. I HATE SCHOOLWORK
I WANT TO WATCH THE KOREAN SANSHUN SHOW. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE LET ME WATCH. AHHHH I NEED TO WATCH ): OMGOMGOMG I CANT STAND IT. why has school started grrr.
msn isnt working! But at least my internet's working now. Aiya i dont want to do my work. stupidstupidstupid. angels or devils
and i dont know whether to love or hate my class..
I hate people with twisted minds. I hate people who are so proud and think so much of themselves. I hate small and selfish people. I hate people who are just so %$*& kiasu. Bah twisted minds part comes from all the stupid Dean Koontz books i read (:
And wtf did you see how desperate some of the prefect nominees are! Hahaha i cant believe it but bookmarks -.-" omg and two of them have blogs. -stunned- Hoho exact example of the %$*& kiasu people i cant stand. Or maybe just desperate. But those kind dont make good leaders or people anyway. erhem no offense.
SOME HEARTS GET LUCKY SOMETIMES.
SOME HEARTS GET LUCKY SOMETIMES.
Sorry russell i wasnt pointing it at you on purpose heh :P
[Edit] wow i was really random.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Im happier than ive been in a long time. for no reason i can see.
Holidays are good for health :D
On the other hand, im damn tired.
Holidays are good for health :D
On the other hand, im damn tired.
Friday, September 01, 2006
twice in a day
Today was quite an interesting day. Lawl i went training in the morning, my brother said it was the first hard set in a long time but i really didnt think it was difficult. Lawl i think all the boring 20*100 types are much tougher! Like that can swim until want to die ah. Im glad to say i didnt succumb and start slacking :D Im strooong yeah.
Went home played for a while, gahh im still so noob at rhasta. Then after lunch i slept till aft training. Lawl it was such a nice weather to sleep in (: All cold and stuff, the pool was much colder than it has been in a longlong time. Yay. I remember i used to be REALLY cold last time when i was young, and really freezing every session. Then now i really cant feel it. Ah well.
Training in the afternoon was okay. But the fly/breast set was tiriiing. I almost wanted to give up after 20. But then i thought might as well finish hard without regrets. Then gahh for every one of my strokes kenneth did like two lah. I wanted to punch him. My arms were totally dying liao x_x Damn difficult to lift up, and then see him just go boomboomboom past me without stopping, i think even my sprinting stroke rate cant go as fast as that -.- Lawl luckily there was breaststroke heh. If whole thing fly then byebye (:
Lawl and playing with kenneth is so interesting. Haha and you girls ah, tsktsk laugh until like that. I thought you all would have been embarrassed lawl. Damn sick =x
Anyway orion came! Yay. It's been such a long time since he came. Then we walked back together after training like before and i felt so nostalgic. Last time we used to wait for each other and walk to the main reception together. It feels like so long ago, and now i realise that i've like 1 more year to go before im jc. When im in jc will i become like him and yiwen? ): I dont want to become like that. Ahhh 1 more year, then i'll be old and gone. I really really miss all the times i had in the past, and i'll never forget my life i had here in the club.
all my people round and round, party all night long
Went home played for a while, gahh im still so noob at rhasta. Then after lunch i slept till aft training. Lawl it was such a nice weather to sleep in (: All cold and stuff, the pool was much colder than it has been in a longlong time. Yay. I remember i used to be REALLY cold last time when i was young, and really freezing every session. Then now i really cant feel it. Ah well.
Training in the afternoon was okay. But the fly/breast set was tiriiing. I almost wanted to give up after 20. But then i thought might as well finish hard without regrets. Then gahh for every one of my strokes kenneth did like two lah. I wanted to punch him. My arms were totally dying liao x_x Damn difficult to lift up, and then see him just go boomboomboom past me without stopping, i think even my sprinting stroke rate cant go as fast as that -.- Lawl luckily there was breaststroke heh. If whole thing fly then byebye (:
Lawl and playing with kenneth is so interesting. Haha and you girls ah, tsktsk laugh until like that. I thought you all would have been embarrassed lawl. Damn sick =x
Anyway orion came! Yay. It's been such a long time since he came. Then we walked back together after training like before and i felt so nostalgic. Last time we used to wait for each other and walk to the main reception together. It feels like so long ago, and now i realise that i've like 1 more year to go before im jc. When im in jc will i become like him and yiwen? ): I dont want to become like that. Ahhh 1 more year, then i'll be old and gone. I really really miss all the times i had in the past, and i'll never forget my life i had here in the club.
all my people round and round, party all night long
seven lives
Seven things that scare me
1. Dirt
2. Losing to people worse than me
3. Hitting my limit
4. Rejection
5. Embarrassment
6. Not being able to do what i try to do
7. Hell
Seven things i like the most about myself
1. Anything
Seven most important things in my room
1. Bed
2. Clothes (i lost one of my favouriteshorts i dont know where it is!)
3. Bolster
4. Pillow
5. Blanket
6. Carpet
7. Stuff under my bed
Seven random facts about me
1. I desperately need to get more CCA points
2. Honestly considering many CCAs for more points!
3. I skipped training yest
4. I am quite sure of my EOY GPA jumping by 0.2+ from sem 1 :D
5. I weigh 51kg
6. I am 170cm
7. I like to watch movies (:
Seven things i would like to do before i die
1. Travel round the world
2. Live on a mountain somewhere nice in Europe
3. Become famous
4. Fund many charities
5. Be a success
6. Go clubbing (im a guai kid okay)
7. Be satisfied with my life
Seven things i can do
1. Sing (i so can!)
2. Run (slowly)
3. (when im really forced to) Mug (quite well actually when i do get down to it)
4. Blow bubbles in the water
5. Swim 1 lap of freestyle without stopping! (:
6. Play dota yay
7. Choose what i want to do
Seven things i cant do
1. Be good at swimming
2. Be hardworking
3. Change what people think of me
4. Sing really well ):
5. Be a real success
6. Own at dota
7. Be the best i can be (yet)
Seven things i say the most
1. Lawl
2. Okay
3. Oops
4. Haha
5. Erm
6. Pui
7. Sigh
I gotta go play now :D yay.
1. Dirt
2. Losing to people worse than me
3. Hitting my limit
4. Rejection
5. Embarrassment
6. Not being able to do what i try to do
7. Hell
Seven things i like the most about myself
1. Anything
Seven most important things in my room
1. Bed
2. Clothes (i lost one of my favouriteshorts i dont know where it is!)
3. Bolster
4. Pillow
5. Blanket
6. Carpet
7. Stuff under my bed
Seven random facts about me
1. I desperately need to get more CCA points
2. Honestly considering many CCAs for more points!
3. I skipped training yest
4. I am quite sure of my EOY GPA jumping by 0.2+ from sem 1 :D
5. I weigh 51kg
6. I am 170cm
7. I like to watch movies (:
Seven things i would like to do before i die
1. Travel round the world
2. Live on a mountain somewhere nice in Europe
3. Become famous
4. Fund many charities
5. Be a success
6. Go clubbing (im a guai kid okay)
7. Be satisfied with my life
Seven things i can do
1. Sing (i so can!)
2. Run (slowly)
3. (when im really forced to) Mug (quite well actually when i do get down to it)
4. Blow bubbles in the water
5. Swim 1 lap of freestyle without stopping! (:
6. Play dota yay
7. Choose what i want to do
Seven things i cant do
1. Be good at swimming
2. Be hardworking
3. Change what people think of me
4. Sing really well ):
5. Be a real success
6. Own at dota
7. Be the best i can be (yet)
Seven things i say the most
1. Lawl
2. Okay
3. Oops
4. Haha
5. Erm
6. Pui
7. Sigh
I gotta go play now :D yay.
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